I used to struggle with these thoughts but now I see it as this; I'm never going to kill myself, because we will all die one day whether we want to or not, so no matter how shitty my life is, or how hard it is, I'll just live it till the end, I might as well stay. Life will always be tough, there will be times its nice and times its ugly, all in all, since we are going to die one day, we might as well live till that day, Not sure if that helps but it worked for me ╮(￣▽￣)╭
For me its more like "wow that potential punishment sucks. Why would i want to suffer more than i already am"
wow makes me wanna kill myself a bit less
I don't wanna be so selfish that I hurt the people that truly care about me
I wonder if my void will ever be filled :)