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I totally get the part about religion holding you back. I hope you are seeking help! Including a neurologist - often it's caused by a biochemical imbalance, like in my case, and then psychologists can only do so much. Sending you lots of virtual hugs!!!
While I'm reading this story halfway, I got a little bit emotional since I keep thinking about my depression. I used to scratch my hands until it bleed. I don't really dare to commit suicide since I'm quite a religious person but I always hope for death to come early.
Tbh, this story can really make people think that mental illness is not something that can be taken lightly. But this story has way too many smut that I got kinda bored so I always skip the part but overall, it's good (◍•ᴗ•◍)