Thank you so much for this I'll not read it's frustrating
Thank you so much for doing this and giving me closure! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~I read the raws and this summary filled in the gaps. If there was a place I could buy this in English I would, hope they license it.
Wow this actually sounds pretty cool, didn’t disappoint
How many chapters are there till it’s complete
I hope so too! I would love to re-read it in English and completely understand all the small nuances~
There’s a total of 54 chapters and 4 side stories (total of 58). The side stories are of after the two become a couple and begin to live together.
I skimmed through to the ending a few weeks back, but didn't understand anything that was going on. I appreciate you typing this all out. Thank you and ILY
woah i love it how are ppl droping this ti me is soooo cool
What’s POS mean
Piece of sh*t :)
Please read if you want to know to what happens :)... It’s going to be a long one!
People & Names:
-Uke: Lee Jaewon
-Seme 1 (black hair from childhood): Suh Jung Wook
-Seme 2 (brown hair): Yoon Geun Tae
-Females from TKD dojo that become Jaewon’s friends (red and black hair girls): Soojin & Yeonhwa
I’ll just give the overall of what happens in case this gets picked up again!
Jaewon lost all of his memories that has to do with Jung Wook from when they were in their childhood (throughout middle school). This happened because he was in an accident where he fell down the stairs. You find out that Jung Wook’s brother (the blonde) who is actually his adoptive brother pushed Jaewon down the stairs years ago. His brother picked Jung Wook from the orphanage and obsessive/falls in love with Jung Wook. The brother tells Jaewon to stop seeing Jung Wook because he isn’t to the caliber to hang out with someone like him.
Just to get the brother’s story out of the way since he’s a POS- he’s in “love” with Jung Wook and hires a male escort that looks like him to engage in sexual plays. Brother also stalks and keeps Jung Wook under observation via spy cams. He also tells Geun Tae where to find Jaewon (Geun Tae is POS #2). Later, the brother gets arrested and goes to jail because his mother turns her back on him with the evidence the male escort and Jung Wook brings.
Jaewon used to work at a bar and also engage in sex work. Here, he is drugged and almost killed during breath play by one of his customers. It’s found out that Geun Tae paid the customer and provided drugs so that he can take Jaewon out of this type of work. All so that he can keep and control him at home. Geun Tae thinks that Jaewon is ignorant to this fact, but our uke is a smarter cookie than you’d think. Geun Tae hates Jung Wook and after seeing Jung Wook and Jaewon together, he loses his sh*t- he throws Jaewon’s phone out the car and kicks him out of the house (this is after the threesome scene- Jung Wook makes it obvious that there’s no space for Geun Tae). When contacted by the Jung Wook’s brother to get him back, he beats him nearly to death, hospitalizing Jaewon. Eventually he apologizes, but Jaewon tells him to f*ck off and says he can’t forgive him.
Jaewon grew up in an extremely homophobic household. His father used to engage in homosexual activities and when his wife found out, she died by suicide. The father abused Jaewon and forced him to become less feminine by making him eat protein-rich foods like eggs. Jaewon ends up killing his father in self-defense, but when police find him, he’s eating eggs next to his deceased father (our baby is severely traumatized). Jaewon’s uncle, who is also gay takes him in, but because Jaewon feels that he is being a burden, says nasty things and runs off. This is when he meets Jung Wook for the first time. They become friends, eventually a little more, and that’s when Jaewon loses his memories. Jung Wook thinks Jaewon played with him and toyed with his emotions since he no longer showed affection outside of school. Jaewon was the one that spread rumors about Jung Wook and his brother having incestual relationships (this is because the brother said that Jung Wook was his). After a huge fight between Jaewon and Jung Wook, Jung Wook moves away and Jaewon forgets about him. Jaewon leaves home after high school and that’s when he starts working at a bar and doing sex work. When Jaewon realizes that he’s broken, he attempts to die by suicide but Jung Wook prevents him from doing so. Saying that they’ll stay together and that he’s sorry.
They go back and forth apologizing to each other and eventually move in together. Our bbs are in love! The side stories really just show Jung Wook trying to get Jaewon to seek professional help for his past traumas. Jaewon is scared that he won’t be the same person but Jung Wook assures him that no matter what, he will love him.
Soojin & Yeonhwa become really good friends to Jaewon and the two ladies eventually end up as a couple too!
I know a lot of people said that the story was frustrating, but it actually had a very happy ending with a strong message of mental health. Hopefully my spoilers help satiate your curiosities!