My thoughts after chapter 51

I broke down on chapter 51, where at the end, Henry’s friend thinks “when will you realize you haven’t thought about Seth yet?” That broke me...I could deeply feel how heartbroken Seth would be once Sam turns him how. I haven’t finished the story yet, but I can almost sense it like it’s my feelings and it hurts....seriously. Especially if you’re listening to Am I the Only One by SF9, then you’re bound to cry. Maybe the reason to that is because I’ve faced heartbreaks before but I didn’t like it. I really want Seth to be happy. He’s being involved for no reason and Henry needs to be more honest with himself and not block out certain things that he notices because they make things complicated for him. I’m sorry my baby Seth, you’ll be happy some day......