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i mean i get that wonyoung wants to prove himself, and reassure taejoon that his feelings are real, but having sex is NEVER proof of love. sure it feels good, and it is almost impossible to fake pleasure, but in the end it is still just shallow physicality. of course i would be overJOYed to see them get back together, and i looong for them to consummate their relationship, but it hurts me to think THIS is how their first time together would be. it's painful and cringe-worthy (especially from taejoon's pov, since he's so devastated). it certainly won't be sexy or love-filled (which is what i would ideally hope for them). no, what wonyoung SHOULD do is quit that job and work hard to earn taejoon's trust back. i mean how can he be comfortable in his heart otherwise? :( this is truly a case of him wanting to "have his cake and eat it too", as cliche as that sounds. i really appreciate your comment tho, and do enjoy a good conversation about a potentially great manga. i do have hope that they will work things out. <3 if you've read "i have a boyfriend" you know that this author is SUPER talented at writing a healthy, loving relationship.
gosh i'm disappointed. sex doesn't solve anything. he was already in a hole. now this. urgh...