She’s gone through a lot of trauma which the book isn’t great at showing but is true, and no one else got it before but her so it probably isn’t in the front of her mind, nor would it be for most people in that situation.
This is true but I feel like it also makes her kinda more realistic as a character coz honestly if u were in that position u would think I hope no one suffered the way I do but the forefront of ur thoughts would probs be like y me? I don't wanna die! I want to save myself from this.. u know like its a bonus to help others along the way but ur biggest concern in self survival
I'm just kinda sad about the fact that she only wants herself to be prevented by the disease and not for everyone. Kinda selfish if you ask me.
It feels like if the world got the plague and she is well, the only thing she would do is sing for the people thinking that she was helpful
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