is it wrong that i finished this and thought "meh"?

Yep, sadly this doesn't even come close to the stuff I've read. Tho, I'm sure the writer must've been high on hannibal lector before writing this.

do u have any manga that is fucked up if u do give me names plz

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_no_kodomo/

mai-chan's daily life

Yuri on ice dj yumemiru megami, orcs bride, sumirekochan's pussy and something that I forgot the name of but I'll post the link

https://pururin.io/gallery/30353/applicant-for-death