I know jihyun is a piece of shit for what he did.. but when I think of how emotionally fucked up he was and how his father treated him .. how scared he was he’d lose the only person that ever paid attention to him I can’t help but feel bad for him. At least the him before he sexually assaulted chiwoo. And after reading the side story, and having a basic understanding of korean, and seeing him break down and cry.. man I just want him to heal. Without chiwoo there is literally no one by his side now and he’s still alone. Again, I know he’s a piece of shit and there’s no excuse for what he did.. but I just want to see him heal. I just want somebody to pay attention to him. My heart is hurt rn.
I also wish I was a little bit better at korean so I could translate the side stories. If I actually paid attention and tried to understand ,, I basically understood what was going on and being said but not enough to translate all the chapters. T_T
I know jihyun is a piece of shit for what he did.. but when I think of how emotionally fucked up he was and how his father treated him .. how scared he was he’d lose the only person that ever paid attention to him I can’t help but feel bad for him. At least the him before he sexually assaulted chiwoo. And after reading the side story, and having a basic understanding of korean, and seeing him break down and cry.. man I just want him to heal. Without chiwoo there is literally no one by his side now and he’s still alone. Again, I know he’s a piece of shit and there’s no excuse for what he did.. but I just want to see him heal. I just want somebody to pay attention to him. My heart is hurt rn.