Omg speak the word! I also feel pissed when mangakas put rape in their plot as though it’s supposed it’s some commonplace in gay relationships. Dojin was definitely at fault and Hyesung had every right to leave. Even when he left Byul at first wasn’t that all under their contract agreement (even though I was sad)? We all know from the beginning Dojin was hoping to break that anyways and trap Hyesung; but still Hyesung went back and forgave him. If anyone is the angel here, I would say it’s Hyesung despite him being childish sometimes. Just because Dojin is nice most of the time, does not excuse his past actions is all I’m going to say.(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
I find Hyesung character rational. The thing is, no one can live with or love the person who raped them against their will. Hyesung is angry at Dojin and Dojin also acknowledge his wrong actions. That is why they act the way they do. When they’re in heat, the both of them were not their self. They only act accordingly to their instincts. Hyesung also acknowledge that it wasn’t Dojin fault that he is pregnant because Hyesung do remember everything. That is why he listen to Dojin when Dojin said he wanted the baby to be born. It is Dojin who first fall in love, which is why he bear with Hyesung stubbornness. Hyesung also slowly open up to Dojin who is caring and slowly fall in love with him.
I am in love with their couple because I can see the happiness in their expressions when they’re together as a family. It seems like Dojin is never actually happy until he met with Hyesung. Hyesung also never knew the love of a family until he met with Dojin. They’re happy together and that is all that matters.
Agreed, it's hard living almost half of your life as lie. And as a runaway, practicality is your only way of survival. I was really irritated at him at first, because he's 100% in denial with the fact that he's an omega through and through, like it's undeniably obvious with that physique of his. His agitation towards him being an omega totally obscured the trauma he experienced. Maybe some agitated readers weren't able to sink in that fact and why he acted that way.
honestly after reading all of it, i felt really sorry for hyesung. he is childish but (in my opinion) not annoingly so. he wasn't comfortable with being an omega because of his father (who sold his mother) and he didn't know anything about being one (he learned about bonds through a tv programme). throughout the story i kept asking myself "would he leave dojin if he got the chance?" and i think he would. he didn't want to live with dojin anymore after his beta friend offered him a place to stay, so what does dojin do? release his pheromones and rape him??? wtf? he didn't want to have a child (and every single one of his protests is portrayed as him being "bratty" or "childish") but of course he doesn't know what to do. his whole life he was scared of being an omega and then it turns out he is one and is pregnant! what happened to him was really scary and honestly i can't blame him for running away after giving birth (especially after he heard dojin and beta guy).
dojin isn't a bad guy, but he still RAPED him. i don't know anymore... it disgusted me but the ending was cute so it's all right?
sorry for the long message but i just had to get this off my chest after seeing all those "hyesung is annoying" comments