Toxic all around

Jenpai May 4, 2020 6:21 pm

I read the whole novel and I'm going to spoil it so if you don't want spoilers, just ignore it. I'm so mad at this girl for the majority of the novel, like swear to god. There's so many misunderstandings that could've been avoided if she just talked to Li Lei or anyone for that matter. She's naive, immature, spoiled rotten, and always needs someone to save her. Her one redeeming quality is her singing ability. Aside from that, she can't do anything.
You'd think after YEARS, she'd quit falling for petty schemes and traps but then she ends up getting captured by Li Lei's brother, who's a super psycho with a bro-con. It pains me to say she's such a damsel in distress and both Li Lei and Pei Ziheng never give up on her. She could eat shit and they'd praise her and dote on her.
Her "sister", Xia Yu, is also a piece of work. She's an ungrateful wretch who always took stuff from Xia Ling and made her undergo painful experiences because of her own selfishness. Su Tang's a conniving rat who doesn't want to give up on Li Lei even until the end. She only ends up repenting when Xia Ling sends her to international prison that harbors all types of felons.
Pei Ziheng doesn't have a good ending either, he ends up with cancer and Xia Ling can't bring herself to hate him at the end. That makes me so mad because he literally raped, tortured, abused her PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY but because she reminisces all the "good" memories they had, she doesn't hold it against him.
The only people y'all really fuck with is Feng Kun(god bless his soul, best character in this bitch) who tries to help her in her first life by telling her to control her temper and gives her advice, Xia Moyan(her brother) who also saves her on MANY occasions bc she can't do shit, Ah Wei (Feng Kun x Ah Wei btw) who brings some sense to her life bc she has no COMMON sense, her kid whose name i forgot, the cat and Er Mao. Aside from that, this was a roller coaster of teen angst, tragedy, comedy, and very little happiness. For every 30 grievances she suffers, there's only one scene of happiness or sum. The fate of the phoenix is TRAGIC.

Responses
    miserycult May 5, 2020 1:01 pm

    i totally don’t agree with anything you have just said. “she” who got reincarnated has had pain all through her life. if it pissed you off so much why keep reading it. everyone has there own opinions but i just don’t agree with you- please no hurt feelings it just worried me that other people might “ fight “ you.

    miserycult May 5, 2020 1:04 pm

    I do however agree that Pei Ziheng is a total psycho and don’t know why she “ forgave “ him because he did all that awful stuff to her so he can go rot. also please no hurt feelings ^^

    Todorokiismyhoe May 7, 2020 11:54 am

    Welp I already kinda knew this was the direction it wasn’t going in but imma drop this now :’)

    Todorokiismyhoe May 7, 2020 11:55 am
    Welp I already kinda knew this was the direction it wasn’t going in but imma drop this now :’) Todorokiismyhoe

    *was

    JK~~♡ May 7, 2020 12:47 pm

    I actually once decided to read the novel but accidentally saw a spoiler in the comment section, because of my curiosity I decided to read it and after reading that spoiler I have little expectations in this webtoon now.......

    The novel ratings isn't actually that good that's why I didn't read it and since it had so many ch I felt overwhelmed by it......

    Before I thought Li Lei would be the best man for her but now I feel like, him and Pei Ziheng are just the same......

    And then when I first read this webtoon I thought even though the FL is mentally traumatized because of what happened in her past life she will become a strong women that will be able to go through any challenges easily, but then again I saw the spoilers so I really felt like she didn't change at all, I know that she was traumatized but I feel like her character didn't improve at all which I think is pretty stupid......

    So in conclusion I totally agree to what you've said

    dimple13 May 8, 2020 12:14 am

    i concur, i actually drop the novel before her upcoming wedding with li lei because of too much unnecessary chapters that’s just going back and fort. i’m more into strong fierce bad ass FL

    Jenpai May 8, 2020 6:41 am

    *MORE SPOILER*

    Pei Ziheng was so messed up. He pampered and spoiled Xia Ling so badly in her first life that she was very hateful. She relied on his favor a lot, which ended up being her own downfall. Towards the end of the novel, XL asks Pei Ziheng for Valiant Song, which was XL's horse in her first life. If you read the novel, you know that Valiant Song was a purebred horse who basically only allowed XL to ride her. After XL reincarnated, Valiant Song recognized her and allowed her to ride her again but this was before PZ knew that XL had reincarnated. He thought that Valiant Song was an unloyal horse, that the horse should suffer because she let someone other than XL ride her and broke the horse's leg, making the race horse essentially crippled(he also had the horse whipped). PZ didn't want XL to find out he's a crazy animal abuser and went to the stable and wanted to use a gun to SHOOT Valiant Song dead to cover up his own guilt. XL arrives at the scene to see him kill Valiant Song and because she's pregnant, she ends up fainting and they have to call doctors but the baby ends up okay. At the end of the novel, when she finds out PZ has cancer she still ends up feeling bad for him and essentially forgives him. She makes him promise her not to die and says if he dies, she'll never be happy and she'll be depressed. The baby's godfather is PZ too. When she tries to see PZ at the hospital, Li Lei's crazy brother Li Feng shows up and abducts XL. He wants to torture her and kill her but she's saved by her brother, Xia Moyan. They didn't save her in time though so she suffers a miscarriage. If only they killed Li Feng the first time around, this wouldn't have happened. PZ recovers from cancer bc he wants to live for XL. XL ends up pregnant again after Su Tang is sent to prison. They have a happy family and migrate to another country. When PZ turns 92, he ends up paralyzed and sees XL once again. Then he dreams of their past together from when he first met XL and it's still updating. Judging from the past though, XL's personality really wasn't...great at all.

    JK~~♡ May 8, 2020 7:41 am
    *MORE SPOILER*Pei Ziheng was so messed up. He pampered and spoiled Xia Ling so badly in her first life that she was very hateful. She relied on his favor a lot, which ended up being her own downfall. Towards th... Jenpai

    Question:
    Who's the child's father?
    She ended up with Pei Ziheng?.... I didn't read the novel and only read the spoilers so, I'm still confused in other things....
    It would help me to understand if you could my question(⌒▽⌒)

    JK~~♡ May 8, 2020 7:42 am
    Question:Who's the child's father?She ended up with Pei Ziheng?.... I didn't read the novel and only read the spoilers so, I'm still confused in other things....It would help me to understand if you could my qu... JK~~♡

    *answer ( forgot to add that word lol )

    Jenpai May 8, 2020 10:07 am
    Question:Who's the child's father?She ended up with Pei Ziheng?.... I didn't read the novel and only read the spoilers so, I'm still confused in other things....It would help me to understand if you could my qu... JK~~♡

    All the kids she has are her and Li Lei’s kids but PZ did try to force her to have sex with him at one point. She ended up with Li Lei but PZ never gave up on her and schemed to end up with her. The kids are Shaohui, Li Rui, and Ying Luo(2 boys, 1 girl). Li Rui is the child Su Tang had. It’s fine, I can answer your questions.

    JK~~♡ May 8, 2020 10:53 am
    All the kids she has are her and Li Lei’s kids but PZ did try to force her to have sex with him at one point. She ended up with Li Lei but PZ never gave up on her and schemed to end up with her. The kids are ... Jenpai

    Thx, your explanation really helped me a lot(▰˘◡˘▰)

    kiiro airi May 11, 2020 1:00 pm
    All the kids she has are her and Li Lei’s kids but PZ did try to force her to have sex with him at one point. She ended up with Li Lei but PZ never gave up on her and schemed to end up with her. The kids are ... Jenpai

    Le lei and su tang have a child together. And here i thought he was too devoted to FL

    Jenpai May 12, 2020 2:05 am
    Le lei and su tang have a child together. And here i thought he was too devoted to FL kiiro airi

    It's not really his kid. I don't remember the exact details but Li Lei and Su Tang were on a dangerous mission in the forest/jungle or some shit. And Li Lei was wounded badly so Su Tang snuck into a village to steal medicine for Li Lei. She got caught and was raped by the villager. After that, she ran back with the medicine for Li Lei but she got pregnant by the villager. To defend her honor/reputation, Li Lei said it was his kid so Su Tang could live with status since he and Grandpa Li felt bad for her. This was another misunderstanding that caused Xia Ling to be mad at Li Lei for some chapters... And Su Tang did not treat the kid well. She used him as a cover to stay near Li Lei but spoiled him so he could be useless. Then she almost beat Li Rui to death

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 2:52 am

    Guess I’ll be dropping yet another dud!

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 2:57 am
    *MORE SPOILER*Pei Ziheng was so messed up. He pampered and spoiled Xia Ling so badly in her first life that she was very hateful. She relied on his favor a lot, which ended up being her own downfall. Towards th... Jenpai

    Oh my gosh! It just keeps getting worse with each spoiler!

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 3:09 am
    It's not really his kid. I don't remember the exact details but Li Lei and Su Tang were on a dangerous mission in the forest/jungle or some shit. And Li Lei was wounded badly so Su Tang snuck into a village to ... Jenpai

    She almost beat her own child to death? Wtf... I already hated Su Tang and I guess my intuition was right!

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 3:47 am

    Does she ever tell Li Lei that she is the reincarnation of Xia Ling? If so, what chapter?

    Jenpai May 19, 2020 6:00 am
    Does she ever tell Li Lei that she is the reincarnation of Xia Ling? If so, what chapter? BD4Life

    Yes, Li Lei actually suspects it for some time and tries to gather evidence because he feels like the relationship between Xia Ling and Pei Ziheng is abnormal. I think Pei Ziheng figures it out way before Li Lei does because of his obsession with Xia Ling but I'm not 100% sure about that. Chapter 539 of the novel, Xia Ling plans to tell Li Lei and finds out he already has notes that compare the past Diva Xia Ling to the current her. He then asks her outright if she's Xia Ling and she answers yes.

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 10:03 pm

    Chapter 539? Wtf... How long is this dang novel? (⊙…⊙ )

    BD4Life May 19, 2020 10:03 pm
    Yes, Li Lei actually suspects it for some time and tries to gather evidence because he feels like the relationship between Xia Ling and Pei Ziheng is abnormal. I think Pei Ziheng figures it out way before Li Le... Jenpai

    Chapter 539? Wtf... How long is this dang novel? (⊙…⊙ )