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I think its: The abandoned Empress
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_abandoned_empress/?QYIa
Omg yes it is this one thank you very much
A story of girl who gets reincarnated as the villainess and always has a bad ending. Apparently she always has a bad ending because the heroine is a child of god/goddess so is blessed to have a happy ending while the villainess has the bad ending. The god/goddess felt empathy for the villainess who always has a bad ending but the villainess hates the god/goddess for it and in her current reincarnation it seems to be going well.
If anyone knows the manga please let me know, thank you in advance