AH I get what you mean. He does feel like something else is hindering him from dating md. But I think it may come from his belief that maybe his love lives don't work out (or that md might reveal his "abusive true colors" like the other partners he's had). It's like, MD is the only one who he doesn't want to risk that with. Wich is adorbale, but alos upsidedown beacuease he doesn't trust MD while feeling the most comfortable and safe with him as well.
I have to say, this a very valid take. It could be that Chanwoo fears MD will turn abusive as his other partners had and he doesn't want to lose the trust he has in him when it comes to their sexual relationship. In this case I'm curious about how MD could show Chanwoo he is worthy of trust outside the bedroom... if he really is.
I think we may be in for some fluff from MD. quite excited to see how MD earns his full trust in the bedroom and in romance <3
I honestly think that there's more to Chanwoo's situation we aren't getting yet... it felt like he was scared about dating MD? And I'm not 100% sure the abuse is exactly how he told - that it's always from different boyfriends. Maybe there is one constant person in his life who is hurting him and dating MD would mean either getting this person mad or putting MD in a risky situation. I dunno, I feel like this would make more sense seeing Chanwoo behavior