spoilers (up to 29)

rkrk May 2, 2020 5:15 pm

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I read up till Chapter 29 so far so I'm gonna give a half-assed summary from what I can remember lol
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The karma that the uke is "suffering" in this timeline is from what the Past Emperor did in reaction to him

In the past, the uke would be openly defiant towards how psychotically possessive the Emperor is.
Eg. He cut his hair because the emperor mentioned how much he loves his hair and it belongs to him, which lead the Emperor killing all the maids who is supposed to take care of the uke

He starts shooting birds that they released, telling the uke that he can never fly away, wherever he runs off, he'll definitely capture him

When the uke tried to run away, the emperor broke his legs saying that it's his.

He kills off his consorts etcetc

Also there's this wine that the Emperor would give the uke, which causes him to "go into heat"(idk how to describe but you know lolol)
Although it is also like a poison, the emperor still forces the uke to drink it every night because that's the only time the uke would say that he loves the emperor

Eventually the uke gets addicted to it, and goes crazy trying to get everyone to have sex with him which causes the Emperor to go into another massacre

The Emperor realises how addicted the uke is to this "poison" and how insane he became and cried

Later on, the uke commits suicide, and the emperor says that line at the beginning where he will find him no matter what

The emperor also just kills anyone and everyone to gather up the bad karma points so that he'll be rebirthed to find the uke again

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In the current timeline,

The Emperor ain't no saint either. He still has psychotic tendencies and won't hesitate to kill (duh) consciously but the uke will try and save them

The Green guy knows about the past because of records that he read before and he talks to the uke, to tell him to just go along with it, thinking that the seme would kill the uke the next day like he did the women

But the uke didn't want to have anything to do with the seme and just escapes but fails. The seme was surprised to know that the uke knows about using that path to escape.

Later on, someone that tries to assassinate the Uke by poisoning him which causes the seme to go insane and orders for the people responsible for taking care of the uke to be executed.

This is a repeat of what happened in the previous lifetime, when the uke cut his hair and his attendants got executed so he runs to the seme and offers up his hair. Saying that all of his hair, he'll give to the seme. It will belong to the seme

The seme thinks that it's funny that the uke thinks that his hair is special but he spares them

He dismisses that green guy knowing that he was the instigator.

Later on, the crown prince would be talked into pulling the uke's hair by a bitch(the consort) and the uke's attendant would try and stop the crown prince but the bitch is all like "how dare you touch the crown prince blahblah" and was going to punish him, but the uke protects her by saying that his hair belongs to the seme, he doesn't have long to live anyways, and is not trying to win the seme's affections. He just doesn't want to see anyone get hurt or die because of him. The bitch retreats and says that she'll verify it herself

The crown prince (he's 5) presents the hair he pulled off to the seme who chokes that kid and asked him who taught him to do that. He also guessed as much its that bitch cuz she tried to poison him previously. He asks his subordinates to find a big and fierce wild dog. The crown prince tells the seme that he just wanted to present him a gift cuz he heard that it's very precious to the seme and the seme asks him who told him that it's precious. The kid says that the uke told him
The seme affirms that answer saying that it is indeed very precious

The seme visits the uke, and when the seme mentions about his hair, the uke freaks out thinking he chopped off the kid's head. The seme said that when he let off the people previously because the uke begged him he was already seen as a joke

He tries to kiss the uke which the uke rejects. The seme tells the uke to protect his hair because it belongs to him

Then he tells the uke that he ordered for a wild dog to be released into the back Palace and see if the people there will turn into dog food the next day

The uke panics and tell him to not do it. The seme asks him, what he'll offer him in return this time. He asks for his legs, which the uke has a flashback when the seme breaks his leg because it's his. The uke panics, and the seme tells him to properly cherish them, because it belongs to him.
The uke refuses to believe that the seme knows what cherishing means and that this is all a front and its a lie.

The dogs gets along with the crown prince and the crown prince gives the uke sweets that promotes hair growth as thanks lol

// im getting lazy..so I just say the things I remember

That wine, he forces the uke to drink it saying that he will sleep with him tonight
The uke reacts adversely because he has some sort of trauma to that wine
After drinking it, the uke tries to fight off the seme and he says that he knows what that "wine" is. The uke takes the shard (from the shattered wine bottle) and cuts himself. The seme stops him and tells him if he really hates him, just use that shard and cut the seme instead.
The uke "goes into heat" and the seme starts having pieces of memory rush into his head. He doesn't know that it's his memories yet but he stops and covers up the uke and leaves.

The green guy then gives the seme the record book and tells him about it. The seme realises that it's his memories is devastated. Because all the atrocities that he had committed, he is repeating them now. (so the uke will hate him) But the green guy tell him that the situation is still salvageable because he's not exactly like the past king.

it goes into flashback while the uke is suffering miserably from that wine poison

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Past timeline (when they first met)

Uke has an older brother that tries to rape him
Uke's older brother blames the uke

Uke meets the Seme and falls for him because the seme entertained his dreams and they work together towards it.

Uke's brother attempts to rape him but the uke runs away. He bumps into the seme who sees his disheveled appearance and wow he suddenly turn psycho

Before this the seme seemed pretty nice lol

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The seme remembers everything and he decides to stop being such a tyrant and thus start his self redemption lol

The uke tries to provoke the seme openly now, to get him to kill him. But the seme allows him to just hit him.

Later on the seme tells him that whatever he does its ok but just don't leave him because it will repeat again. (uke will rebirth with all his memories and suffer again)

The uke realises that the seme remembers and thinks that he's making a fool out of him

also this whole time the uke has this misconception that the seme just wants to hurt and torture the uke for fun (i wonder why -___-)

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That's all I read so far, sorry that the summary is messy I just spilled what I remember and its so late my brain isnt working :")

Responses
    afroluv May 2, 2020 5:31 pm

    Thanks for the spoiler....now I'm curious enough to read this

    Kana May 2, 2020 5:47 pm

    Thank you so much for the summary and all the spoiler

    Nahnah May 2, 2020 6:10 pm

    DAMN so all of this is in 29 chapters Thank you for the spoilers ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Tsukuyo May 2, 2020 6:26 pm

    Thank you so much!!!

    rkrk May 2, 2020 7:04 pm

    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
    More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws)
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    The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roller coaster we've been put through. The calm before the storm.
    Slowly, the uke is moved, but he doesn't outrightly accepts the seme yet. He's still doubtful that the seme has changed but for the first time, he actually embraces the fact that he's still alive because he wants to see for himself if the seme actually changed with his own eyes (He knows he's going to die around the same time as he did in the past)

    Seme is a shitty dad though lol. The crown prince is actually quite cute, but misguided by all the shitty adults around him. The uke slowly teaches him right from wrong.
    Eg. The uke's favourite animal is the bird. The prince wanted to catch a bird for the uke. But when the uke says that the bird wouldn't be happy and would rather fly free, the crown prince cried but he slowly learns.

    The father-son combi is just seeking attention from the uke lol.

    Seme dials down on his possessiveness.

    Meanwhile, the consort stand-in of the crown prince (She's not his biological mom, but the crown prince is the seme's biological son) is really upset because the crown prince is also attached to the uke and wants to get rid of him.

    And bambam, the stupid brother makes a reappearance. In this lifetime, Uke is an outcast from his family and is sent to a remote place to live. The brother chances upon the uke and falls for him.

    Eventually he rapes the uke, and his father found out about his infatuation. He forces the brother to marry, otherwise he'll get rid of the uke. Thinking that he is protecting the uke, the brother goes off. But the father sends the uke to the slave camp (which is where the uke ended up at the beginning of the story ta-dah)

    The brother's plan is to kill the seme. Which he also told the consort who is okay with it since her "son" is the crown prince anyways.

    There, he presents the uke with a cup of poison wine. (But it's like idk some voodoo shit not sure)
    If the uke doesn't manage to give this wine to the seme in 3 days, the brother will die. So basically giving the uke an ultimatum.

    This leads to a flashback, revealing that this happened before in the past. Back then, the uke decides to give the seme the wine. But before he does, he kisses the seme.

    He wanted to tell the seme that he actually liked the seme and not women which the seme had once had a misconception over because the uke rejected the seme's advances.

    The reason why the uke rejected the seme back then is because of that fucking brother though :) Because the brother told him that he cannot control himself because of how seductive he is. This led to the uke thinking that it's his fault, and anyone who falls for him is because of that seduction thingy. And he didn't want to do that to an Emperor

    The seme saw through this long ago and told him that he killed his brother and the entire bloodline, once again reminding him that he can never run from him.
    The uke mocks himself, saying to himself that this cup of wine was for him this whole time.

    Then it flashes to the scene of uke's suicide.

    Back to the present.

    The uke rejects the wine that the brother offers. He says that the seme is changing and he wants to see how he changed. He wants to observe him for awhile.

    Here, the brother reveals that he also recalls everything that had happened. And he knows that the uke is trying to protect him.
    He remembered after he left. (After he was sent off)

    The uke was shocked and told the brother that he had never hated him but he doesn't see him as more than a brother. The brother tells him that he just wants the uke to be free, and fly away like a bird.

    He reminds him that it's either him or the seme. He then kisses the uke, (and feeds him something through the kiss)

    Afterwards he leaves.

    The uke is in a dilemma not knowing what he should do.

    It cuts to the seme in court. His subordinate reminds him that he needs to visit a consort soon because it has been a long time (apparently thats a thing lol)

    He asks for the one that has white hair blahblah and the subordinate wanted to protest but he couldn't.

    The uke learns of it and was upset, thinking that the seme has given up on him. His maid encourages him that he should visit the seme because she is sure that the seme is really devoted to him.

    Having only 3 days to decide, the uke decides to do so. However he was too late and the seme already went in. He decides to wait outside for the seme, lamenting that he didn't really know the feeling of waiting for someone and he is a little hurt thinking that the seme has given up.

    The maid protests saying that he will fall sick because his body is weak and the weather is cold but he says its okay.

    He wakes up, sick lol

    But he is still unable to meet the seme. Remembering that he only has 2 days left, he wants to find the seme but to no avail. He is desperate at this point wanting to go off to find the seme, still sick. If not the crown prince because he doesn't have any time left. He realises that the seme probably knows about it and is avoiding seeing him for 3 days, causing him to "indirectly" kill his brother.

    However, as he leaves, he also makes another realisation that this was probably not a cold but he was poisoned that day when his brother kissed him. There he coughs blood and faints


    aND ITS A CLIFFHANGER (/TДT)/ ...

    Flowerry May 2, 2020 7:51 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    ohhhh no. Thanks for the summary!!! Appreciate if you can update here further if new chapter out!! TQQQ! (●'◡'●)ノ

    mozhgan75 May 2, 2020 8:11 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    thank you sooo much (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    DrowsyMamacita May 2, 2020 8:16 pm

    I read it this morning, up to ch 40+ and this is everything I got from it! I used google translate tho, so a lot of the dialogues was jarred and didn’t make sense. Thank you for writing this up!

    Dih May 2, 2020 10:18 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    OMG! You are an angel

    Alice May 2, 2020 10:35 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    Bless you (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Tsukuyo May 3, 2020 3:50 am
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    OMG
    You're amazing!!! Thank u so much!!!!

    Snow May 3, 2020 7:04 am
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    Wow, thanks for your efforts for summarising!

    Blissfill May 3, 2020 8:18 am
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    OMG thanks! You didn't even have to do this much with spoiling at all, but omg you made me more invested in the story so thank you for doing so! Thanks for taking the time to give this summary!

    Yameteeee May 3, 2020 12:33 pm

    Thank you so much for doing this summary of spoilers. I hope you continue doing this. (▰˘◡˘▰)

    karma1 May 3, 2020 4:34 pm

    omg this is amazing ,thank you,i hope you will tell us the rest as well if you can

    aslicedtomato May 4, 2020 5:08 am

    thank you so much for the spoiler~

    aivs16 May 6, 2020 1:11 am
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    Thank youuuu

    blueninja89 May 9, 2020 1:03 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    Honestly so glad I read this comment before I attempted to read this. This is a hard pass for me sounds like the typical Stockholm syndrome trash I’d expect. Thank you really though for summarizing

    percyjackson May 9, 2020 3:44 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧More spoilers since I continued up till 43 (of the Chinese raws).............................................The seme's road to redemption is actually a nice treat considering the insane roll... rkrk

    Omg someone who have read the raws!!! I read the Chinese raws up to the same chap as you too. Nice to see someone else who have caught up too. I am really invested in the characters and I want to see how it ends. Can't wait for the next chapter.

    And I laughed when you mentioned the voodoo poison lol. I was also taken aback when I read that. I was like... Worms... What kind of weird risky poison that you want to take that will also affect yourself. Can't brain haha

    And I am also impressed with the story where they made the uke fall for the seme first before he become psycho. This made more sense where the uke have some sort of attachment to the seme but is very angry and dissapointed at him for being a crazy dictator in the past life. At least it made more sense than some yaois where the uke just falls in love when the seme is just bad from the first moment they met... I am like.... Uhh.

    Tsukuyo May 16, 2020 7:57 pm
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