i totally agree with you. i've been putting off reading this manhwa because i already knew how it would end. yet here i am all sad and teary by 3am in the morning.
honestly not all manhwa's have to end with smiles. this one especially teaches a good lesson. you never know how amazing, beautiful and great what you have is untill you loose it.
am glad the seme has no chance of redemption, he's newly found heart problem will help him sort that out.
though everyone only faces the seme, am pretty sure many people also said their good ridden's to that side chic of a thing who go hit by a car(the guts he had to approach the main uke, i was so pissed)... boi am i GLAD!!! bitches ought to get stitches too!!!
My biggest concern from yaoi troupes (apart from rape/manipulation/abuse of power and authority etc especially against minors) is how easy for the martyr (usually the uke) to forgive the freaking asshole partner (usually the seme) after a simple hug/iloveyou/I’m sorry. They simply sweep whatever grave ‘indiscretions/misbehavior’ committed under a rug, riding towards the sunset to live their happily ever after.
I couldn’t find satisfaction because their is no actual repentance or justice delivered. There is no clean resolution of issues between characters.
But this one here is different.
We all know how it ends. Death, regret and sorrow - all these are inevitable in this masterpiece tragedy.
We all know the uke is going to die in the arms of someone who loves him dearly, while the seme will have no chance for redemption. However, we still read on, crying buckets for every chapter.
Knowing that justice will be served makes me relish every moment of pain, hurt and sadness caused by the seme to the uke.
I also like how the uke, after deciding that enough is enough, truly stood by his decision. Sometimes, knowing that you gave it all makes accepting failure easier. It also frees you from regrets.
Late is too late, unfortunately for the seme. I pray that the good doctor and the seme would have a chance to be together in their next life.
My mind is a little too fried from crying. I might have to edit this back. Sorry for the lack of coherence.