lmao ????

also people who feed into rumors/believes/spreads them should rot inside a dumpster bc y’all are fucking trash. ITS NOT HARD TO MIND UR BUSINESS FUCK




sorry for the rant (о´∀`о)

I actually agree and got angry at first. But honestly, looking back at it you realize rape often happens like that : you believe you were the one to ask for it because the person tells you so, especially when you hold that person in your heart, like in Youngmin's case, a dear professor he used to look up to. And Youngmin has kind of a weird personnality - doesn't really care about anything, believes he has to stay strong, only cares about its relationship with hyung - so I think it's part of why he acted like this and ended up doing it ; only thinking about preserving his relationship because he had no alternative or time to reflect on the situation, and look past at what the consequences may actually result in. But yeah, I think Youngmin takes it a bit too lightly despite the whole personnality thing.

Yeah, i also believe the same, how much worse condition may be, you should never loose faith from your partner and should never lie to them, you should tell them everything and come out together, but the fact that uke hide it from seme and sucked dick of professor pissed me off, and ironically in next chapters instead of refusing to professor uke decided to breakup with seme...... But still people are busy covering up for uke using lame excuses......so i dropped, same to you....

Right, if my boyfriend did that then I would have been like what were you doing with him in the first place, why you going over another man house!! Why was he with the professor in the first place. None of this would have happened if the uke didn’t go alone to drink at night in the professor house. It’s like deep down he wanted to have closer relationship/ and maybe sex with him in the future.

I feel the uke is selfish and dumb. The uke should have never went because it was just weird and it could plant a seed for cheating if the rape did not happen. Let say the professor and uke had a good time then when the professor asked him again to come over eventually they may start to develop feeling for each other if they keep having a good time/secret meetings between them. Especially since the uke was depressed the professor could have been a secret shoulder for him to cry on. The uke’s friend even asked him what was he doing at his professor house and the uke did not respond back/ because even he knew at that time it was a stupid idea. Why did he suck the professor dick he could have told him NO. If I was the jungwoo then I would not be able to trust the uke because if a another person he admired come along then he may cheat on him for real. major red flag , Also the uke breaks up with seme when he was the one who caused the problems. The uke told the seme he hated how peoples treated him because of the seme old appearance. That was cruel for no reason when the seme did nothing to him. Also the seme got scar/ old appearance because he was protecting the uke from a robber. jungwoo/seme deserves a better uke. The professor and uke are jerks

i actually understand why uke went to the professors house in the first place, it’s because he admired him so i can’t find fault in that. bUT it’s the fact that he didn’t trust his partner enough to tell him that he was raped that got me heated. although going directly to someone’s house on the first hang out is sus tbh.

all in all, if uke just said he violated while intoxicated and trusted his partner he AND seme wouldn’t be suffering as much idk

I don't think the uke would have envisionned a possible relationship with the professor, there's a difference between admiring someone and falling in love :o plus it would be selfish for the seme to stop the uke from seing the people he admires just because ! Youngmin accepted to do those things because there he had no other choice and if the professor told Jungwoo that they had sex, then he would have broken up with him (and we know that Jungwoo believed the professor's words when he told him that Youngmin had been the one asking for it !!) I'm not sure the uke realized what was really going on when he went to the professor's house, even though his answer was stupid (yes). I agree on the breaking up part I didn't really get why he broke with Jungwoo though... (right now I suspect it was for helping him not getting into the rumors). I think the uke made a series of irrationnal choices but he never intended for things to go that way in the end. Keep in mind that Youngmin never realized he got raped 'till the last chapters !

He didn't know ! He thought that he had been cheating on his boyfriend while being drunk when he was actually raped while wasted !!

YET, HE THOUGHT HE CHEATED!!! AND HE DID NOT TELL HIS PARTNER THAT HE THOUGHT HE CHEATED!! The uke is a terrible partner!! I would not trust a person like that, he lies and hides that he cheated on his partner for days. I understand hiding rape but he thought he cheated on his partner. So he was trying to cover up cheating for his own gain (keep boyfriend).

I feel like you're not trying to understand : he thought he cheated while being UNCONSCIOUS = no will to cheat in the first place. And sorry if he sounds selfish for someone who had unwanted sex with his professor while getting all sorts of rumors on his back, but what if the only thing good in his life was his relationship he had with Jungwoo ? I expect he takes a few days before telling him the truth which would result into breaking up with him, which would have been horrible considering none of it was his fault opposite to what he seems to believe. But I guess it's your choice, not being able to forgive him for lying in those circumstances. I think when you love someone you have to try and put yourself in your partner's place. I don't believe a lot of people would be brave enough to admit to cheating especially when they didn't mean to, in the few days following. Plus, Youngmin did show regrets of not telling Jungwoo the truth right after it happened in the end, thinking he probably would have forgiven him, but he tricked himself into thinking that they would break up, because of all the fear at that time. I don't think it's easy to say "Apparently I begged someone to have sex with me while I was drunk, and we ended up getting it on. I just felt the need to tell you this, but please forgive me because I never intended to do it in the first place." LITERALLY minutes after it. "Also you're the only person I have in my life because I don't talk to my family and everyone is trashing me on my back because they think that I sell my body, so please don't give up on me ?"

but he didn’t cheat on his boyfriend at all tho? He was rapped and after was blackmailed into doing things with the professor. Plus he knew for a fact that he didn’t want to sleep with the professor at all. He had no romantic feelings for the professor just admiration. And he was afraid that after telling his boyfriend he would break up with him and fear is a strong thing. it was such a terrible experience for him and in no way did he ever cheat on his boyfriend. Even his boyfriend understood that after clearing up the misunderstanding. And the uke felt so disgusted with himself after he had been raped manipulated into give the professor a blowjob that he just wanted to forget about it once it happened so it’s every hard to open up after experiencing something traumatic.

I can understand what you are trying to say and it's true that uke never cheated, but the thing which pissed offed the guy who commented above is uke's silence, the fact that uke didn't told seme what happened between him and professor and he hid from seme that professor was blackmailing him, he just kept everything thing to himself and quietly sucked the dick of professor.....
i know it's hard to tell someone in such situation but you should atlest have some faith in your partners, that's the basic of relationship, you may think that you are doingvthis for good but you never knew that how much could it hurt you partner....
The second thing which bugged the most is that instead of telling the truth and overcoming the problem together, uke decided to broke up with seme, isn't it ironic that you are quitely obeying the who you hate most but had the courage to breakup with your loved one......
These things may look trivial but can end up destroying the person, here i'm talking about seme, here the seme is strong person so obviously he withstood the blow, but for a normal person it might shatter their faith and trust ......
So yeah, i don't have have problem with uke, we were just unhappy with his behavior and way of thinking, overall he is a good guy, he caught up his mistake quickly, and sincerely regretted it also, so no big deal, that's part of life, hurtful things are bound to happen....

Yes I agree, Youngmin poorly managed the situation with Jungwoo x) though I guess I didn't expect him to do much better given his situation, but he could have !! (As you said by telling the truth, not yeilding to the professor's request, and by explaining the whole thing instead of simply breaking up with the seme)

i see, did he mention that in ch17-on? bc i never read past ch 16 lol but then again he was unconscious many things could have happened, i just wish uke didn’t come to the conclusion that he was cheating while wasted like pls address the elephant in the room.... y the fOK is that trash guy doing u while unconscious hmm??? ugh idk that trash professor should rot in jail and be outed as a sex offender smh also UKE WEAK AS HELL fok even if he’s weak i hope he lands that trash professor in jail and straightens himself out

I hope that wasn't too much of a spoil x) we all wish he didn't but then again - spoiler warning - the professor told him he had been the one begging to have sex with him, and stupidly of him he believed that was true. Yes, the professor should have his balls properly twisted and crushed until he can't even articulate a single word. I don't get why you keep saying the uke is weak though, stupid yes, weak no xD

Wtf LMAOO, the uke isn’t a terrible partner, he didn’t want to say he was cheating because he was scared of what his boyfriend might do, break up with him, take a break, etc etc. the uke honestly thought he cheated and never wanted to “cheat” because he was INTOXICATED. Though in reality he was obviously raped. I’m pretty sure he didn’t want to be around to professed anymore either soooo