I understand what you're trying to say, my husband is 31 years older than me (he's 59), I love him so much and we have a kid (2 years old) and that is my biggest fear, my son will have to spend most of his life without his father in the future
it is horrible tho, i met my soulmate when i was 19 ,he was 49, we were together 6 years till he passed away at 55 all of a sudden , i never even thought he would die in all those years first of all he was asian and he looked really young for his age and second of all he was a total alpha male that acted like nothing could touch him, more then 2 years passed since then and i still love him to obsession it drives me mad to think how much longer i have to be here before i get to see him again, i would never support a relationship like this, because it leaves you alone in a world of suffering where all you u get to do is wait
I cant at forst i thought their age difference bothered me cuz its kinda weird then i realized it wasnt that it was weird it was just the rhought that even though right now they could start dating and be happy for maybe a maximum of 10 to 20 years but if nothing really happens sensei will probably die first leaving the guy and ibinow that he probably doesnt regret loving him but imagine having someone you loved so much die like bruh i cant
This all started because of the manga
Will you marty me again if you are reborn
Please read this its heart wrenchingly beautiful