I've foolishly read this all in the span of 1 1/2 night and- I'm sorry but it's so painful to see Buckingham with Richard, those intimate scenes between the two made me feel so ...idk wronged. I actually hate it lol. There's no romance or appeal in it for me, yea Buck's kinda hot but knowing Catesby's true feelings for Richard- I can't bring myself to enjoy the scenes. It feels empty.
It hurts to see Richard's obliviousness to his childhood friend's silenced love. Imagine how he must feel to see him sexually with Buck. I'm aching and I'm just a mere reader lol. I mean, Richard's rlly only with glasses bc he feels that he is the only one who wants him...ugh I just feel so sad. Every time Buck says he's the only one who understands him, I mentally roll my eyes. I really really hope for Catesby to become more assertive and stop hesitating (?) to become his "light" and more than a loyal retainer. Need more private interactions.
When Richard truly and finally becomes King, what's next? He's still going to feel unaccomplished even when he reaches that status, what he really needs is to be loved- and he couldn't achieve that with Henry. They say he's changed but I feel like he fell even deeper. Idk why but I have this sinister, formidable feeling that Catesby's death is near. I honestly hope I'm wrong. Haven't seen the raws but if Catesby dies before professing his love, I don't know if I can take it. Yeah ultimately just want a happy ending with R x C but I know this manga is gonna relish in screwing me over
I've foolishly read this all in the span of 1 1/2 night and-
I'm sorry but it's so painful to see Buckingham with Richard, those intimate scenes between the two made me feel so ...idk wronged. I actually hate it lol. There's no romance or appeal in it for me, yea Buck's kinda hot but knowing Catesby's true feelings for Richard- I can't bring myself to enjoy the scenes. It feels empty.
It hurts to see Richard's obliviousness to his childhood friend's silenced love. Imagine how he must feel to see him sexually with Buck. I'm aching and I'm just a mere reader lol. I mean, Richard's rlly only with glasses bc he feels that he is the only one who wants him...ugh I just feel so sad. Every time Buck says he's the only one who understands him, I mentally roll my eyes. I really really hope for Catesby to become more assertive and stop hesitating (?) to become his "light" and more than a loyal retainer. Need more private interactions.
When Richard truly and finally becomes King, what's next? He's still going to feel unaccomplished even when he reaches that status, what he really needs is to be loved- and he couldn't achieve that with Henry. They say he's changed but I feel like he fell even deeper.
Idk why but I have this sinister, formidable feeling that Catesby's death is near. I honestly hope I'm wrong. Haven't seen the raws but if Catesby dies before professing his love, I don't know if I can take it.
Yeah ultimately just want a happy ending with R x C but I know this manga is gonna relish in screwing me over