Hello :3 Can someone reccomend me a BL with angst? I'm not into the rape-y stuff so maybe ...

I second 10 years (make sure it's the one about the guy with cancer because there are a couple with the same title).
I don't think wolf in the house is as angsty as you like.
My lover, my teacher is angsty with an ending that can be considered sad, depending on your opinion of the couples.

WILL MAKE YOU CRY
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kuroko_no_basuke_dj_13_centimeters/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yukidoke_no_koi/uu/yukidoke_no_koi-chapter-7
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sora_o_daite_oyasumi/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/endless_world/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paradise_view/

will fvck you up mentally and emotionally
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/psycho_young_dream/

nonbl but will make you cry like a baby
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nageku_shinigami/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_anthropovore_s_chocolate_cake/
-  http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hotarubi_no_mori_e/