Help me find this manga i read long time back please

Sora April 16, 2020 9:48 pm

The story of the manga goes something like this
- uke is younger than the seme , uke takes care of the seme like his wife or something but seme shows no love ( acts like he does love him but he does)
- something happens and someone . He was either semes friend or a friend who didn't like him much rapes the uke .
- after uke is raped . He tries to commit suicide trying to drown himself in the ocean , thinking that he's dirty for seme now .
But seme comes in and saves him and confesses his love for him

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