Another rapist!seme

Spoiler if you want it.....








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Current emperor doesn't hurt the uke. But current uke remembers what the past emperor did and he was brutal, keeps mixing the past with the present.

Past Emperor seemed to have gone insane with jealousy at a misunderstanding, takes uke, mistreats him and at the end, cursed uke because he dies and leaves him (he may have committed suicide or was driven to it to save seme - something the emperor never got to know).

Current emperor killed concubines unconsciously it seems under the influence of his past self. His past self killed off his concubines to move up his lower ranking concubine (MC). But he doesn't hurt the MC in this lifetime.

Thanks for that. Emperor's already dead to me tho (⌒▽⌒)
I would read this again if there are actually scenes of him suffering but I doubt that. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Hi hi,
I’m really interested in this series, could you further go in depth with the spoilers - highlight key events. If you have time, if not, understandable. Thanks in advance!

Of course. No problem. I wanted to talk about this series for so long..
Spoilers below - Please note google translate sucks so somethings might be off








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First off, emperor in this lifetime doesn't harm the MC. As a matter of fact, the MC has hurt him on occasion when some of the brutality he endured in his past life flashes back before him. You see, they appear to inevitably repeat some situations that they lived through before but the emperor doesn't act as he did but he does keep falling more and more in love with the Main Character.

In the past life, emperor went to oversee some construction that our main character is in charge of and through their interactions the emperor becomes attracted to MC. He tries to move forward with MC one night and lets him know he wants him. MC rejects him and emperor backs off.

BTW, MC character is attracted to the emperor as well (maybe even loves him), however, MC's younger brother is in love with him and he raped him which I think might be why he rejects the emperor's advances in the first place. After, MC rejected the emperor, his younger brother tried to force himself on him again and MC gets away. He crosses paths with the emperor, who sees MC is disheveled and with hickeys allover his neck and chest and THIS causes the emperor to go Beast mode.

MC is dragged in to the emperor where he is humiliated and raped by him in the presence of his people/household. He is taken as a concubine and soon the emperor is obsessed with him and it seems like he wants to move him up the concubine ranks at the detriment of his other concubines. That past emperor reacts brutally and lethally to the MC escape attempts, rejections or if someone else derides MC or tries to hurt/touch him.

I really think THAT emperor went insane with jealousy. He thought MC had a love affair and that he had nothing to lose if he just wanted to possess MC. I am not sure he knew how deep his feelings ran for the MC and eventually he wanted the MC's love but he kept escalating and escalating til the point of no return.

Everything that happens in the past life is meant to be traumatic. Which explains why the MC acts the way he does to the current emperor who has not hurt him.

Current MC remembers the past life vividly as a curse from the emperor for committing suicide (he may have been poisoned and decided to kill himself to protect the emperor - since he was the plotters' goal). The current emperor doesn't have a clue.

When current life MC is brought to the slave camps, the emperor is intrigued by the hatred MC has for him since they have never met before.

You see, in this life, others are inadvertently hurting our MC and pushing him towards the emperor. MC is also raped by his brother in this lifetime and it looks like their father was aware and imprisoned him to stop him from tempting (I guess) the younger brother who is being married off. But the one that needs to be tied down is the younger brother, because he finds him and rapes him again and their father witnessed it. His solution, to sell off the MC to protect the younger son's marriage?!?! Not sure.

And so he crossed paths with the emperor.

And what is hopeful here is that this emperor acts completely different than the one from the past life. Situations get mimicked where the outcome was that our MC was hurt or tortured in his past life but this emperor is either loving or he backs off (I don't believe they have had sex, forced or otherwise in this lifetime. I think the little you see is from flashbacks of the past).

One example of this is when the emperor is trying once again to sleep with the MC (he keeps getting turned away or just doesn't get any) and he kisses the MC's ankle. This triggers a flashback where the past life MC had his ankle shattered by the emperor's order to prevent him from running away again. MC lashes out against the emperor from this lifetime and the emperor is taken aback but lets him be.

He also becomes desperate to have MC and orders his servants to bring him an aphrodisiac which MC refuses to take. When the emperor forcibly makes the MC drink the aphrodisiac, things start progressing as he wants but, before he gets as far as penetrating him you get a very long flashback of how the previous emperor fed this to the MC many times til the point MC became addicted, something that past emperor could see but didn't stop giving it to him because he wanted to keep having him and project the illusion that MC wanted him back. He only stopped when serious repercussions occur for MC's health.

Current MC lashed out again at the emperor, tries to kill himself and emperor starts getting flashbacks of the crap he did in the past, continuously and it triggers the sense of loss and regret the past emperor experienced. The current emperor leaves and tears don't stop running down his face. He also keeps getting flashbacks of the MC in their past life when they would interact while working together and how happy the MC was then and how much he wanted him to be like that again (showing the past emperor's regret for what he lost).

This emperor certainly isn't a saint, you saw that first chapter (though that's his past self acting while the current emperor is unconscious I guess) but now he is focused on protecting MC (maybe because the build up to their relationship didn't happen as before where he thought MC loved someone else - I think that blinded past emperor) and I think his past self is pushing through to help his current self to save MC from dangers ahead. He doesn't want to lose him again.

Though I went on and on, there is a lot more plot to this like court politics and assassination attempts, the emperor's young son, etc, etc. So I just gave you the main of what I understood from my very crappy google translation.

This hasn't been translated anywhere and Lezhin only has it in the Korean site. I love this story, so feel free to ask away because I want to talk about it. Also, link to raws if you are interested.


https://blpink.xyz/cat_intro/29196

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