just bc you're a monogamist don't mean everyone else is lmfao. it's obviously okay with all of them at the end. nishimura isn't jealous anymore and kitada gets to keep his relationship with sakurai, and sakurai doesn't have to abandon either one.
if we're talking about toxic people I would say Sakai was the most toxic one out of all 3. i agree with you that i didn't like kitada being mediator for the main couple, i don't think that wasn't fair towards him. But the reason why i say Sakai was the most "toxic (not really)" was b/c despite all that he kept both them by his side even when he knew he was being selfish. kitada knew the truth from the beginning it wasn't like sakai was lying to him, he stayed out of his own choice. Nishimura, on the other hand, was the most "hurt" person in this relationship. He honestly believed Sakai was his "BEST FRIEND" for 10 FUCKEN YEARS!!!!! a friend who he was completely comfortable with to the point where they would masturbate together. not only did he find out they weren't best friends, but that Sakai is gay & has been fucking this other guy for 10 FUCKEN YEARS!!!! like i would be really sad if my so-called "BEST FRIEND" kept a secret like that from me for 10 years. You also said how Nishimura only started liking Sakai b/c he saw him having sex with Kitada, which i disagree with you to some extent. Nishimura's ex-gf said he would leave dates or cancel plans to run to Sakai. Like if your friends gf/bf has to come to talk to you, to stay away from their bf/gf that say something about that person. Plus they were okay with masturbating with each other, Nishimura himself said he would be open to having gay sex before he even discovered Sakai & Kitada. I strongly believe Nishimura potentially had feelings for Sakai, but didn't realize until he discovered them. Which might seem selfish, but that's normal. We often don't know what we have until we loose it. Nishimura fully relied on Sakai & maybe the thought possibly did cross his mind of being something else with him, but pushed it away b/c he honestly believed Sakai was his "BEST FRIEND" & didn't want to lose that. Sakai, on the other hand, could have tried to confess his feelings or tell him that he was gay. idk
Nishimura & Sakai were always end game for me. sakai & kitada were sex friends for 10 years. like if sakai had strong "love" feelings for him I'm pretty sure their relationship would have progressed but it didn't. Why? cuz for those 10 years, he would always run towards kitada when Nishimura hurt him. Kitada himself must know that too b/c like you said he could bring out sides of him that even Nishimura couldn't so if he knew there was even a chance I'm pretty sure he would have pushed for it.
Sakai was really selfish ain't gonna lie I really disliked that of him
Okay I agree. I think Sakai was the most selfish and toxic for keeping Kitada even after Kitada tried to leave and using him to hold his relationship together. But the most hurt person here is not Nishumura. It’s Kitada. Because at the end, Nishumura got the person he wanted. He was in a relationship with him and even if he was hurt by the fact Sakai hid that from him, Kitada is the one who had to sacrifice his feelings. Yes he gets to keep being sex friends with him but after Nishumura and Sakai learn to communicate and understand each other better, Kitada will be useless. He has to hold the feelings he has for Sakai but, Sakai doesn’t acknowledge Kitada as a lover but as a mediator for his relationship who happens to be his friend. Nishumura is now happy with Sakai because they’re going out now and their feelings are confirmed for each other. While Kitada has to sit there and fix their relationship every time it goes wrong. Meanwhile being in love with him.
:( i agree
1st what does the stripper have to do with the other part. I love the story like lots but I don't like guys who think it's okay to have 2 dudes like that. I mean it's your personal business and that's you but its not fair to the guys. Kitada obviously likes Sakai and is able to bring out many sides in him that Nishimura can't. Why does Kitada have to be there for Sakai to open up to Nishimura? That Doesn't make sense. Nishimura also never thought of Sakai in that way until he found out that Sakai was more open with Kitada. It's not right for him to lead Sakai on like that and then just say that he wants him for himself. Sakai obviously likes Kitada also but he's hung up on his best friend. Moral of the story: don't fall in love with your best friend because over 75 percent of the time you end up getting hurt and awkward with the one person you can for sure trust in the whole world. Also don't just automatically date a guy cause he found this attraction to you. Especially if it's your straight best friend who thinks he started to like you because he say you having sex with another guy. But as i was saying, don't go with a guy because you like him for years. This guy hasn't thought of you like that once but all of a sudden is sticking his cock in your throat. If you can't be your self 100 with that person without needing a "mediator" how can you call that a good relationship. In all honesty if Sakai had picked one guy I would be team Kitada 100%-ly. Setada is way less toxic than nishimuraxsakai. But youngsters now-a-days love being in toxic relationship so. . .