im not good at explaining things so look at this link https://www.reddit.com/r/MoDaoZuShi/comments/e3laf2/when_and_why_in_your_opinion_lan_zhan_actually/
Uhm.....wuxian like swept into lan zhan's life and turned his whole world upside down. Lol Ever since he was 16yo hes liked him. I mean its kind of a cumulation of a bunch of little things. The author said it was love at first sight but lan zhan fought tooth and nail against it until eventually he had admit it to himself though he didnt get the chance to confess bc stuff lol I can't explain it well but you kind of just have to read the whole book to fully get it. It's a slow progression love that builds throughout the entire novel; lan zhan's feelings through flashbacks in their teen years then WuXian slowly falling in love once he reincarnated in their adult years
Still read until ch 56. And i cant prevent the curiosity. So please give me another spoiler please, may i ask why wangji realy like wuxian?