What would you have done if you were in her place, fearing for you’re life very second? I mean anyone could’ve killed on whim if you were in that world. I think she’s amazing to be even alive at this point and be able to get love from them much less trust.
For a person who has close to 0 knowledge about her power when it will show or disappear it is expected for her to not to be able to control it properly. And that 182 eps is from her birth till now it’s not like she doesn’t want to awake the power the thing is she can’t.
This type of timing reminds me of me and my bf in bed
182ch took for the girl to do something and be cool. 2 seconds later, she died ┑(￣Д ￣)┍