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Aaas deep man
Lol, truth? Not actually, I picked it up from ALL the comment sections and it kinda seeped into my online venacular at some point. Very useful.
I did try to get into reddit, it really sounds like something I'd like, but I don't know why it just doesn't do it for me
tl;dr I love this, and I am slightly disappointed at the same time. Maybe because it's almost too...realistic?
This manga does something really special, it walks this fine line between realism and fantasy, and yet doesn't truly feel like either. The trope doesn't feel like a trope because the MC is actually traumatised and it shows, not always, but it's there, and it's respected in a way other real life problems aren't usually (see rape culture, abuse, CONSENT, rape culture, C O N S E N T, etc.). And yet there's still this fantasy to it, in that it's a BL; that wonderful meet-cute, saviour-of-your-life, love-of-your-life thing that we come here for. Yet because this is BL, it obviously brushes over a lot of the real consequences of living with this trauma, which is frustrating, even as the story uses it so well (also how everything is so tidy when we know life is a flaming hot cheeto, defcon 1, kaijin level mess)
I love the way Doujima tries so hard and wears his heart on his sleeve (I would have hated him if he weren't like this, will discuss if asked, but nobody will), the way the mangaka shows how Tanaka is feeling every step of the way so we feel with him, not just for him, the respect there is between them, how they're both so humanly flawed, yet perfect at the same time.
I don't know. It's like the realism sucks me in, but it doesn't truly satisfy me on that level, instead it makes me love it as a fantasy only, which is confusing because the circumstances actually exist.
Anyway, just me? Okay.(〜￣△￣)〜