Long rant ingorn my stupid a22 Killingstalker changed me to much (/TДT)/

Walrus Bomb April 6, 2020 5:58 am

I was fine with him just painting and tbh that's all I really wanted. Im kidda sad that he did that and I really really dont like the ml? The lord? What every he is. The mc is a bit dull. And I never realized how rushed these. Are I dont. Known if my taste just went to shit cause I used to be able read no problem but now it all just seems like sht. I dont know. I'll still read cause its pretty but I still want to shove a fist up the lord ass in retaliation cause again I really really hate him. (●'◡'●ノ.

Like I can already see there gonna be some stupid backstory to him but like I'm still gonna hate him. Cause it's just be an excuse to get me to sympathy with the lord and tbh no matter what he's just trash. Oh but he's hot doesnt matter. There are plenty of trash villains and other mc that are a lot more better then him.

Also the teachers an ass. And I swear if mc ends up with either of these prices I will and I stan I will rise up from my old grave and pieces as the trash goblin I am and make them suffer.

Dont get me started on the mc he seems to week and stupid. Like I know he can't read or anything (fcking bastered teacher cant do his job) (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸) but for someone who made a carrer with himself with painting and is well that well informed he shouldnt be as big as a dunce as he is.

And they are proably gonna make him fall in love with trash lord do to some tragic thing like oh he got staped for you or something. But its to late hes dead. Waot hes not dead. Or etc.. But tbh I want him be dead either mc or trash lord. One way I get to see the lord suffer the other way hay at least he didnt end up with him. I think I found my problem ive been wanting these trash garbage ml and FL in novals to suffers but everyone like oh its so hot I ship. Man I think killing stalker changed me to much...... I didnt think it was this much... (/TДT)/

Responses
    DEATH YOUTH SEX April 6, 2020 10:41 am

    They just want that juicy sex and don't give two shits that its actual abuse, and that they're saying "Rape is fine if its hot!"
    That's how many "fujoshi's" are sadly. I am glad you can actually be one to call out the bull shit.
    I love psychological stories and stuff, but this one feels so weird with how they sexualize it to make you want to romanticize fucking rape.
    It's sad because I had hope for this story, but it's becoming too gross to handle. And most everyone here supports it. lmao what a shame.

    Luka Prime April 6, 2020 3:32 pm
    They just want that juicy sex and don't give two shits that its actual abuse, and that they're saying "Rape is fine if its hot!" That's how many "fujoshi's" are sadly. I am glad you can actually be one to call ... DEATH YOUTH SEX

    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it just some yaoi, fujoshis can moan over. Is this tagged shounen ai?

    It's understanble that you don't like something but subtly shaming readers who enjoy it is not the right way. Reading comics/mangas is an escape from reality, nothing is real and shouldn't be taken too seriously. ESPECIALLY yaoi or any type of porn with "plot".

    Plus, no one cares if you're a grown man, I've seen a lot of fucked up shit on the internet and find this like mild. I'm 18. If you want to read real psychological Manga, I can recommend you some anytime.

    You must be new to this world.

    Also, highly recommend to read this: https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url= https://www.bustle.com/articles/106720-what-do-rape-fantasies-mean-the-psychology-behind-the-common-fantasy-explained&ved=2ahUKEwiVlK-Zi9ToAhV5zMQBHZ1BD38QFjAAegQIAhAB&usg=AOvVaw2QLNz6F43q3iwXOyIXauRO

    NO ONE should be ashamed of their fetishes and sexual fantasies. As a "grown man", you should've understand this. Right?

    Next time: Leave your opinions without shaming ANY of the readers. ^-^

    Zarathustra April 6, 2020 4:53 pm
    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it jus... Luka Prime

    Walrus Bomb April 6, 2020 9:22 pm
    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it jus... Luka Prime

    Tbh I would go to porn sites to complain but thated require making an account no thanks. Also I try not really to complain about the people who ship it cause ive shiped a lot of messed up things. Im just mulling over how its predictable in a way but still it interests me and id like to see the way its taken next by the author cause you know they might take it differently or the same I just want to see it toward the end you know.

    Also I dont think I shamed the readers ive manly only wanted to shame myself cause im stupid trash goblin and cant spell. And yeah it does feel weird for me cause I've been wanted read things that make the charaters suffer and not me. But you know id always suffer cause im crybaby trash goblin. Thats right ive upgraded a level and got a new title.

    I dont know where you got the grown man thing from though. I also dont know of this was direct at me or the person above? Probably the person above maybe not?

    Also I agree that no one should be ashamed with there fetish or anything but the momemt that they try to put these fetish in real life is the problem. There are messed up people put there who think it's okay to take action on them. I just want a few um lets say more "realistic" kinds of story to show case the truth behind these things so they realize that they shouldn't or something of the sorts?? I dont know. Still hating on the trash lord though. If you can take away the story and enjoy it but with the story you cant enjoy it then I think your just there for the porn. Me I can't enjoy things unless it has a story.(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Also please recommend I like to suffer. (=・ω・=)

    The author I do think is doing a good job though. I just think they made the mc really to soft hearted. And the teacher a prick. And the trash Lord well a trash lord but they are at least acknowledging it in a way. I dont know not good at explaing things.(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    At the time I just wanted to get some stuff I've been feeling about it out. Like I said I'm an idiot and dont really know how to express my thoughts on things.(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 anyway take care stay safe in these time

    greyghost13 April 6, 2020 9:41 pm
    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it jus... Luka Prime

    well done!

    greyghost13 April 6, 2020 9:42 pm
    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it jus... Luka Prime

    well done!

    Luka Prime April 6, 2020 10:22 pm
    Tbh I would go to porn sites to complain but thated require making an account no thanks. Also I try not really to complain about the people who ship it cause ive shiped a lot of messed up things. Im just mullin... Walrus Bomb

    I wasn't talking to you don't worry. My message was for the guy under you named "death youth sex".

    Puri puri prisoner April 7, 2020 1:42 am
    It's understandable to feel uncomfortable reading it but would you go off to porn sites and complain about things being fucked up there? Is this a realistic story or a documentation about morality? Or is it jus... Luka Prime

    All the people clapping for this must be young too like the person who wrote it lol.

    So it's OK for rape and abuse to be romanticised cause its fiction? No. Especially not when kids like you read it.

    Saying shit like, huh do you complain when you go watch porn? You're comparing apples with pears. You don't read a story to get off but to relax or get hyped as a past time activity. Not to jerk off. And it's in his very right, especially as a gay dude, to complain about a story written about gays by most likely a straight woman. Lgbtq+ are criminally unrepresented within comics and anime so a lot of us come on here to read it and it's gross to see how abusive shit like this is so romanticised and gets so popular by straight teenage girls. And then you come on here to tell others they're wrong for how gross they feel about all of this? Sike.

    Tl;dr: You should be attending your online classes instead of telling grown ups how they should be feeling about this story and how /new/ they must be around here
    Esp if you're 18... It's YOU who should be new here, kid.

    Luka Prime April 7, 2020 12:21 pm
    All the people clapping for this must be young too like the person who wrote it lol.So it's OK for rape and abuse to be romanticised cause its fiction? No. Especially not when kids like you read it.Saying shit ... Puri puri prisoner

    You know what I agree with you? That you find these types of tropes gross. I respect that.

    You know what I disagree with the one person who the comment was aimed at? That he's literally shaming anyone who likes it.

    Imagine if I wrote the comment for the original comment (Walrus Bomb). I would stand there like an hypocrite, right? I didn't. She stated her opinion in a respectful way without shaming anyone. Props to her.

    Which I can't say about you.

    The points I wrote:

    It's okay to like something or disagree with something WITHOUT shaming others. Didn't I?

    So why did you get a wrong meaning from my comment? Did I misinterpret something?

    I defended people who have their own little sexual fantasies. Also, yaoi is sliterally porn and it was only porn since the beginning of time but hallelujah they put in deep stories, shounen ai is the depiction of their growth of relationship. As same as with hentai Mangas. It's 100% clear that you can't like EVERY Manga in the world, so what gives you the right to tell people that they are wrong for liking something?

    Maybe I should've said it, less aggressive, if you got a feeling of repression from my comment I sincerely apologies for that.

    But I said what I said.

    Puri puri prisoner April 7, 2020 12:43 pm
    You know what I agree with you? That you find these types of tropes gross. I respect that. You know what I disagree with the one person who the comment was aimed at? That he's literally shaming anyone who likes... Luka Prime

    It's not shaming when you call people out for romanticising abuse and rape. It's gross and it should be called out. Maybe 18 is too young to understand why this shit shouldn't be romanticised so you're all so defensive

    Luka Prime April 7, 2020 1:43 pm
    It's not shaming when you call people out for romanticising abuse and rape. It's gross and it should be called out. Maybe 18 is too young to understand why this shit shouldn't be romanticised so you're all so d... Puri puri prisoner

    I know what you're talking about but it's still yaoi. You're mature enough to understand this, ofcourse romantaiszing rape and abuse is shit, any 16 year old and above would understand this. I don't romantasize rape and abuse in real life, do I? People can tell the difference between porn/story/movie and reality.

    It's like saying you hate Jon Snow for killing people and hating Damon/Stefan for killing people, you can but some people don't hate them. It's understandable if you don't because it's all fantasy. We human beings are not angels, we have our repressed side of our conscious mind.

    It is shaming because you didn't make me understand one time your point of view but kept on subtly insulting me. It is the clear difference between a hater and someone who lays their opinion with good filled arguments on the table.

    Read the article I linked, I know some people who can speak from experience even myself:

    https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url= https://metro.co.uk/2017/11/29/why-do-half-of-women-have-fantasies-about-being-raped-7099630/amp/&ved=2ahUKEwi77YiyuNboAhUXM8AKHTUoDoAQFjAEegQIARAB&usg=AOvVaw1MF3zz-dv3krrL-2Cg36uy&ampcf=1

    And this:

    https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url= https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/all-about-sex/201508/why-do-women-have-rape-fantasies%3Famp&ved=2ahUKEwi77YiyuNboAhUXM8AKHTUoDoAQFjAFegQIBRAC&usg=AOvVaw1BPBESzKmrHYsKTkP_KsFu&ampcf=1

    Puri puri prisoner April 8, 2020 7:18 pm
    I know what you're talking about but it's still yaoi. You're mature enough to understand this, ofcourse romantaiszing rape and abuse is shit, any 16 year old and above would understand this. I don't romantasiz... Luka Prime

    I cannot BELIEVE you've sent me links of women having rape fantasies under a gay manga gosh get out of here, gay people complaining how most popular lgbtq+ comics on her romanticising rape in comics does obviously not concern you.
    Also you're complaining apples with pears again. Those fictional characters committing murders were never romanticised, they all repented in one way or another.
    I'm done with you, you're obviously determined on rationalising an unhealthy and toxic fetish for gay men.