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he actually confessed to the scholar but the scholar just showed his disgust towards nakyum (bcs of what he draws) so nakyum was heartbroken + seungho kept on bothering him. at the end of the chap, nakyum completed a ot of drawings alr i believe that was to console his heartbreak and he finally asked seungho to hold him aso bcs he was heartbroken. not the best way to handle it imo but after being said things by the person he respected and loved the most it's kinda understandable
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.I just can't understand NK anymore. He claims to "pine for" and "like" the teacher, yet ever since he woke up from his rape-to-exhaustion-bed-ridden comma he has been doing the opposite. Lying, then letting himself be touched without even raising any objections, and even begging for a hug after being slapped from THE one who basically ruined his relationship... (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜.
I get that he has an underlying desire for sodomy, but still i just can't stand how he throws away his self-respect to beg for comfort from someone who basically abuses him every chance he gets. Since when he changed from crying, resenting, and sulking for 2 days for his loss of virginity to this desperate, pathetic human being? After being abused he suddenly has the hot for the one who abused him? What triggers this change? I thought he just put up with it for the sake of his beloved teacher, but apparently that's not the case. I feel so enraged I can't even. I guess he is not the loyal type but a masochist who would fall for whoever could fulfill his subconscious sexual desire.