as a person with DID

fag_trashpanda March 27, 2020 10:52 pm

YAY another DID manhwa/manga to discuss!!
I looked through the comments and im not happy about the dangerous side associated with DID as much as yall are
BUTTTT
When a Alter is Forcefully pulled out like that with their traumatic experience is NOT okay! It will only make Hosts head blow up with flashbacks and things that will make them stress tf out ( reason why the switching happens ).
Tbh im now surprised that alter killed that person cuz if someone played out the traumatic experience like that PLUS TIED YOU UP! They are immediately on the danger list..
If someone adused me again like i was abused long time ago my alter would kill them too!! Its a defense mechanism!!
Fuck that if a person doesn't have DID and goes through same experience again their probably wanna kill that person too!!
Thanks for reading.. ask me anything yall interested in!!

Responses
    Mizu Sora March 29, 2020 1:45 am

    I would love to make you some questions regarding DID, but I do not want to offend you/or seem to be rude or something

    Mememe March 29, 2020 3:57 pm
    I would love to make you some questions regarding DID, but I do not want to offend you/or seem to be rude or something Mizu Sora

    I think you can look for DissociaDID in YouTube. She/he have good information on DID since they have DID (≧∀≦)

    fag_trashpanda March 29, 2020 10:17 pm
    I would love to make you some questions regarding DID, but I do not want to offend you/or seem to be rude or something Mizu Sora

    Go ahead !! I won't feel offended since you asked so sweetly~

    fag_trashpanda March 29, 2020 10:18 pm
    I think you can look for DissociaDID in YouTube. She/he have good information on DID since they have DID (≧∀≦) Mememe

    Yes yes she is amazing! She is one of the reasons that im here and she taught me how to accept myself and my alters and how to NOT feel like a crazy person for it!! Definitely check her out!!

    Mizu Sora March 30, 2020 12:39 am
    Go ahead !! I won't feel offended since you asked so sweetly~ fag_trashpanda

    Omg thanks...I always wanted to learn more about DID. I was wondering if you can remember what your alters do or if you cannot. Also, if you can talk with them or communicate with them directly to some extent, or if you cannot really be "together" at the same time....

    Also, I wanted to say that YOU ARE NOT A CRAZY PERSON, you are a sweet and beautiful person, and you should not think about yourself as anything like that. And if someone told you that, they can go to hell. You are perfect just the way you are, and everybody should acknowledge what a gift you are ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

    fag_trashpanda March 30, 2020 1:22 pm
    Omg thanks...I always wanted to learn more about DID. I was wondering if you can remember what your alters do or if you cannot. Also, if you can talk with them or communicate with them directly to some extent, ... Mizu Sora

    Most of the time i don't remember much.. sometimes i have this moments that looks very dream like but imagine something happened and i switched.... after god knows what time passes and i come back... i don't know HOW OR WHY IM IN THE PLACE I AM XDDDDDDDD
    Another example... i switch and my alter ends up hanging out with someone! After some time i remember some parts that the alter might have done but i don't know details.. and its pretty awkward to ask a person the next day like... ' hey was i with you yesterday or was it all a dream??'
    No we don't communicate directly but DID is different for everyone.... i do hear them sometimes but very rarely.. mostly i hear them right before i switch.. its also the reasons that i can't concentrate on conversations im having i mess up words and just talk as if im high XDDDDDDDD
    Funny story i couldn't sleep cuz i was having very bad flashbacks and my head was exploding with different voices ( i have only 2 alters btw but my head was hearing up to 40 voices at the same time )
    AAND ALL OF A SUDDEN OUT OF NOWHERE I HEAR THIS DEEEEP ASS FAMILIAR VOICE OF MY ALTER
    " Men have great Tiddes" I LOST MY SHIT!! I WAS LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME IT WAS WILD!!

    Also thank you so much it means a lot to me!!!

    Mizu Sora March 31, 2020 2:13 am
    Most of the time i don't remember much.. sometimes i have this moments that looks very dream like but imagine something happened and i switched.... after god knows what time passes and i come back... i don't kn... fag_trashpanda

    Thank you sweetie for the explanation. Following @Mememe 's recommendation I also started watching the Youtube channel DissociaDID and getting myself more educated in DID.

    I cannot imagine how it feels, I guess it might be scary sometimes when you wake up somewhere you do not know or you are not sure about what your alters might have done...but I think you are a beautiful person just the way you and your alters are, to be honest. I think it might be hard sometimes, but it is also an incredible gift, you and your alters (your system, if that is correct and not offensive to say) are lovely and I hope everybody around you appreciates how amazing you are. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

    Mizu Sora March 31, 2020 2:14 am
    I think you can look for DissociaDID in YouTube. She/he have good information on DID since they have DID (≧∀≦) Mememe

    thank you so much! I have been watching the videos non-stop, and getting myself more educated in DID (=・ω・=)

    fag_trashpanda March 31, 2020 5:35 pm
    thank you so much! I have been watching the videos non-stop, and getting myself more educated in DID (=・ω・=) Mizu Sora

    No thank YOU for such a kind word... DID might seem like a cool thing from others perspective but sometimes it seems more like a curse than a bless... since there are things i want to experience and someone is basically taking it away from me.. XDDDDDDDD

    Mizu Sora April 1, 2020 1:26 am
    No thank YOU for such a kind word... DID might seem like a cool thing from others perspective but sometimes it seems more like a curse than a bless... since there are things i want to experience and someone is ... fag_trashpanda

    I cannot imagine it, but I understand what you mean by that....My point is that, you should always be proud of who you are, cause there is nothing wrong about you. You are as valid as any other person :)