Omg thanks...I always wanted to learn more about DID. I was wondering if you can remember what your alters do or if you cannot. Also, if you can talk with them or communicate with them directly to some extent, or if you cannot really be "together" at the same time....
Also, I wanted to say that YOU ARE NOT A CRAZY PERSON, you are a sweet and beautiful person, and you should not think about yourself as anything like that. And if someone told you that, they can go to hell. You are perfect just the way you are, and everybody should acknowledge what a gift you are ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Most of the time i don't remember much.. sometimes i have this moments that looks very dream like but imagine something happened and i switched.... after god knows what time passes and i come back... i don't know HOW OR WHY IM IN THE PLACE I AM XDDDDDDDD
Another example... i switch and my alter ends up hanging out with someone! After some time i remember some parts that the alter might have done but i don't know details.. and its pretty awkward to ask a person the next day like... ' hey was i with you yesterday or was it all a dream??'
No we don't communicate directly but DID is different for everyone.... i do hear them sometimes but very rarely.. mostly i hear them right before i switch.. its also the reasons that i can't concentrate on conversations im having i mess up words and just talk as if im high XDDDDDDDD
Funny story i couldn't sleep cuz i was having very bad flashbacks and my head was exploding with different voices ( i have only 2 alters btw but my head was hearing up to 40 voices at the same time )
AAND ALL OF A SUDDEN OUT OF NOWHERE I HEAR THIS DEEEEP ASS FAMILIAR VOICE OF MY ALTER
" Men have great Tiddes" I LOST MY SHIT!! I WAS LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME IT WAS WILD!!
Also thank you so much it means a lot to me!!!
Thank you sweetie for the explanation. Following @Mememe 's recommendation I also started watching the Youtube channel DissociaDID and getting myself more educated in DID.
I cannot imagine how it feels, I guess it might be scary sometimes when you wake up somewhere you do not know or you are not sure about what your alters might have done...but I think you are a beautiful person just the way you and your alters are, to be honest. I think it might be hard sometimes, but it is also an incredible gift, you and your alters (your system, if that is correct and not offensive to say) are lovely and I hope everybody around you appreciates how amazing you are. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
YAY another DID manhwa/manga to discuss!!
I looked through the comments and im not happy about the dangerous side associated with DID as much as yall are
BUTTTT
When a Alter is Forcefully pulled out like that with their traumatic experience is NOT okay! It will only make Hosts head blow up with flashbacks and things that will make them stress tf out ( reason why the switching happens ).
Tbh im now surprised that alter killed that person cuz if someone played out the traumatic experience like that PLUS TIED YOU UP! They are immediately on the danger list..
If someone adused me again like i was abused long time ago my alter would kill them too!! Its a defense mechanism!!
Fuck that if a person doesn't have DID and goes through same experience again their probably wanna kill that person too!!
Thanks for reading.. ask me anything yall interested in!!