I don't know what to think.. I hate him but I also pitied him (and kinda like him) for his situation.. I've thinking about how he surely loved her too and how he said that he was thinking about commit suicide in front of her grave.. Of course I hate him for tricking her, betrayed her and killed her, but I also love the fact that he KNOW that and that he's living having consciousness of the fact that he's a "trash". And that's he's living with the guilt of his sins and not peacefully with a new girlfriend like all shitty ML in other story. Like, did the fact that he was her lover was all an act ? I'm sure that even if it was an act at first he developed feelings for her too, because I think that he's a genuine person and that he couldn't lying that far.. Aaaargh I'm so confused, it's not like I would like those two to end up together but at least I would like them to forgive themselves and live peacefully with no more pain in mind.
P.S : Also I'm very sorry with my bad English, I am not very skilled so forgive me if you don't understand what's written here
I don't know what to think..
I hate him but I also pitied him (and kinda like him) for his situation..
I've thinking about how he surely loved her too and how he said that he was thinking about commit suicide in front of her grave..
Of course I hate him for tricking her, betrayed her and killed her, but I also love the fact that he KNOW that and that he's living having consciousness of the fact that he's a "trash". And that's he's living with the guilt of his sins and not peacefully with a new girlfriend like all shitty ML in other story.
Like, did the fact that he was her lover was all an act ?
I'm sure that even if it was an act at first he developed feelings for her too, because I think that he's a genuine person and that he couldn't lying that far..
Aaaargh I'm so confused, it's not like I would like those two to end up together but at least I would like them to forgive themselves and live peacefully with no more pain in mind.
P.S : Also I'm very sorry with my bad English, I am not very skilled so forgive me if you don't understand what's written here