Good story, glad you can move on from it (●'◡'●)ﾉ
And agree being single for some time is the best decision from Haeso, and you.
I'm literally shaking while writing this. When I first found this story I was like 'wtf this is exactly like my life ㅠ.ㅠ but with more drama' and while reading the comment who supports Joowon I start questioning myself like 'should I come back too? Do I still love him?'. But, you know? I WON'T. EVER. T﹏T
In this story, I personally can accept it if Haesoo and Jowoon will be end game, but you should know too that GIVING SECOND CHANCE isn't easy and it will come with consequences too. Both choices are hard to chose I guess.
I could assure you, YES IT IS ╥﹏╥
Thank you! I’m usually a sucker for unhealthy relationship but this one hit some nerves.. This ship is just so toxic I feel like I’m drowning. I can’t believe the number of comments slut-shaming Haesoo or blaming him for not confessing his love to Joowon. I mean he is hurting and afraid and ashamed. We as readers know that Joowon is in love with him but Haesoo doesn’t know how much Joowon *really* cares about him. They him and Joowon were in this suffocating, hurting mess of a relationship for years and nothing really changed until Joowon started to feel threatened. I might be wrong but I feel like Joowon was somewhat used to and comfortable with how things used to be between them while Haesoo was in shambles.
Haesoo, you’re my favorite, pls be happy
Thank you! I’m usually a sucker for unhealthy relationship but this one hit some nerves.. This ship is just so toxic I feel like I’m drowning. I can’t believe the number of comments slut-shaming Haesoo or blaming him for not confessing his love to Joowon. I mean he is hurting and afraid and ashamed. We as readers know that Joowon is in love with him but Haesoo doesn’t know how much Joowon *really* cares about him. They him and Joowon were in this suffocating, hurting mess of a relationship for years and nothing really changed until Joowon started to feel threatened. I might be wrong but I feel like Joowon was somewhat used to and comfortable with how things used to be between them while Haesoo was in shambles.
Haesoo, you’re my favorite, pls be happy
As someone who ever experienced both relationship like Haesoo (with Joowon or Taku), I'll give my 2 cents. You can come at me if you want, it's intrigued me xD.
I've ever been in relationship with this guy. Not exactly relationship, because we never started it. But we did exactly like Joowon and Haesoo (although he's not my step-brother). We fooled around, we loved each other but never said it seriously, we emotionally hurted each other, we intentionally made each other jealous and enjoyed the satisfaction of getting little affection though jealousy FOR 11 years. He had several flings and me too, but we came back to each other. Though I felt sore when he held another women, he always treated me above them all, and I loved that. He thought that I'D ALWAYS COME back to him, and I thought so too. I could understand how exactly Haesoo felt, that "always coming back" thing was haunting as hell.
I always thought that what we had was love. He's my first love and I'm his, and I gave everything to him without tracing anything left. I'd always wanted to move out for that vicious circle, BUT IT WAS NOT AN EASY THING TO DO. I learned to love myself then and I let go of him. When Haesoo said that he didn't love Joowon enough to get through this, altho he might think he lied, but it contained truth a lot. I thought I will never be able to love again, but I CAN. Now, I have moved on from him for almost 3 years, though I'm still unable to get into new relationship.
So I'm very relieved for both Joowon and Haesoo in chapter 57. They were so brave to move out from their relationship (especially Haesoo), even tho it was super hard for them.
I don't know, I like both Haesoo and Jowoon individually, but I still felt unease if they'll come back together. The half of me think "In their scenario, they are meant to be. They're afraid to love because their circumtances. They should try and overcome their fear and love eo properly" but half of me feel like I don't want them to come back to that relationship (like I would never come back to my "ex"), they can still be brothers and love each other (like I'm still friend with my "ex").
Seriously being alone with myself for the moment is the best decision I made. And Haesoo should take his time a lot too.