It gets better, after chapter 8 it gets a lot better. Until chapter 29. Everything goes to hell but the author promised a happy ending and chapter 29 was needed for progress so.... But I've been following it for 5 years. Maybe just wait until she finishes the manga. So you don't have to live with the worst cliffhanger ever.
Ok so just like you I remember starting the first chapter 2 years ago but I couldnt even finish it I was like wtf is this shit but then I managed to get through it and this manga easily became one of my FAVORITES! Theres so much more to offer besides the dark stuff. The relationships between the characters are really good and you begin to root for the mc even though he’s an asshole himself. Lots of grey morality play too
Okay yes. Unfortunately. :/ Karino protects Azusa from being a target and fucks him while, so its more like blackmail. The relationship between the two is very complicated and there is lots of grey area. But its beginning to evolve and it seems like Karino might actually have feelings for him. Honestly i dont see this as a yaoi but more like a psychological thriller. Its reallyyyy good but if thats not your tea dont worry about it!
I wanna read this but after reading the first chapter, i was too scared to continue.
Does the mc...i mean Azusa suffer too much? Does he gets raped or worse, gang raped or something? If its like that then i don't wanna continue. But i am still so curious cause i keep seeing people talking about this manga which is making me sooooo curious. Like i wanna read it so bad but i am also scared that my heart won't be able to take it or i might get traumatised.