I do not think you are weird. The seme is being an self piece of trash because he's being sneaky instead of honest. The uke loves him trapping him is not necessary. He's choosing the be manipulative. Which is why he's an a$$ hole, prick, piece of s**t etc...
Am I weird for not being angry at the seme for thinking that it's better to have a Twisted and Possessive Seme than a Jerk , Asshole and Twisted Seme?
......I want someone to argue with me (NOT AGGRESSIVELY AND PLEASE NO HATE) at least make me change my mind....