Mc at first is like 'Imma get into this rapist club" but also like 'I have to have sex to ...

To be fair, that's a condition that was just added last minute. Ppl used to just go in like Yo that's my partner and that was it

Saru is right
You should reread chap 3
There were no initiation rite before...

Yeah i know there's no such a thing as initiation rite but here's my better explanation of why came to my conclusion above, regardless of the absent of that rite, when he's about to come into a den full of dbags like that he should already have in mind what possible scenarios that would be happening to him so he could better prepared himself...

The fact is, in MC initial meeting when he proposed the idea of partner, he already COULD think as far as kissing will be asked from him....my thought then why not sex or why even not raping another kid?? (if you wanna have even more messed up possible scenario) when he already have other fact that they're a bunch of rapers... he all shock like that in front of the dbags when the negotiate the sex shouldn't happen at all.

If he's unable to think of some 'easy' scenarios like that in the beginning how the hell is he gonna do his revenge?? how the hell is he gonna save himself when the real shit goes down???? (And shit went down straight away & he couldn't even pull of the act...)

pardon the typo here & there but I do hope y'all can still understand what I mean

Its a bit spoiler but I can tell that he isnt seeking revenge by something extreme to the point killing them
The other guy will did it

And like the mc said in the earlier episode, what could happen between men?
From this statement we can conclude the mc just an innocent brat who didnt know BL Land was exist
And I could say he is a softie

I understand since english not my mother language too
But just for a reminder
Its rapist, not rapper

oh yeah that's the right term, rapist, & i know it wasn't rapper hence why I wrote it as raper not rapper hahahaha but thanks for telling me sometimes i forgot english vocab

thanks for the spoiler this just strengthened my decision to not to continue reading bc it wasn't for me, I can't handle dumb MC in a story like this...bc I definitely will criticize his every poor choices/logic & that's just will make me want to went on a full blown rampage in the end

Just point it out since those two have diff meaning
People may think raper as rapper not rapist

Well better know earlier but I'll definitely say this manhwa worth to give it a go
Since the story, drama, and the thriller kinda interesting and rare in BL land hahaha

Yep, 'rapper' is ppl who raps and 'raper' is my shitty brain trying to find a correct term for ppl who rape hence the suffix -er just like in 'enabler' bc I can't remember the word rapist

Enabler???
errr never heard of this

basically means ppl who enable or encourage other ppl to do what they want to do (usually negative things), like giving meth to a meth addict everytime they ask for it, the one giving the meth is the enabler.

Yeah I just seeing Merriam-Webster to find the meaning
Thank you for explain