I am both afraid and interested with the ML. She should have reincarnated when he was boy!...

That's not in her control

Yeah, obviously I know that. It's a just a bummer
Plus, she avoids the yandere ML's plans to kill/harm her so narrowly with dumb luck and the usual waterworks, she would not be so distressed if she reincarnated so much earlier

Me envisioning the author's thoughts on this
To the tune of let it go from frozen

Let it go let it go
can't rewrite it anymore
let it go let it go
This is my story not yours
I don't care about your thoughts
let the story rage on
I'll leave you at a cliffhanger

Yeah, sure man

Thats amazing (≧∀≦)

That or not having that crest mark whatever showing up on her, but not him. Had it not been for that, I think she would drive head on into his arms.

Then it would be similar to "Sincerely I became the Duke's Maid". Imo it's more interesting that the FL was reincarnated to the time when Aseph is at the edge of his first murder.

Then it would be similar to "Sincerely I became the Duke's Maid". Imo it's more interesting that the FL was reincarnated to the time when Aseph is at the edge of his first murder. While S:IBTDM is more to undoing the ML's suffering, this one is more about healing the ML's scars.