Maybe this one? http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sabita_yoru_demo_koi_wa_sasayaku/ ... there are others in the series as well (one a prequel), but this is the best one to start with.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hina_wa_mitsuiro_no_koi_ni_torawareru/ ..but after the uke leave, he saw how sincere the seme and we reader can feel how the seme become miserable and they ended tghtr.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cosmic_boy/ ...pretty relatable
Well, in the first place there's no such a thing as uke leaves the first protagonist seme for real bcs the 'jerk' character in seme was made by author to mature by meeting the uke thro ups and down in the story, but many authors somehow made the chapters so short it's not enough for the development of the seme. So we often see ridiculous things like uke accepted seme despite how much of a bastard he was just previously :/
Thank you for the recommendations!!!
And yes I agree with you, that's why I was asking for help, I spent a whole day just looking through bl by myself and I couldn't find anything worth it. It's exactly like you said, the uke leaves the seme and then the author does her best to give him character development (some times it's well done like in BJ Alex) but most of the time it's not and leaves a bittersweet taste when the uke simply goes back to him and accepts him when in reality no one would accept someone as easily :/. I really hope we get more content that's opposite of that, it would be nice.
Read a manga a long time ago and happened to reread it just now since I had quite liked it and didn't understand why it had such backlash. After reading it again I realized how bad it was, roughly telling what the story is about: the uke was bullied by the seme (not a misunderstanding or cute playing like some, it was actual bullying), they met again and the seme sexually harrassed the uke until they ended up together again. The seme promises to treasure him and whatnot, but it kinda got me wanting to read something where the uke (or seme?) actually LEAVES that type of person behind and actually finds someone WORTH IT.
So, I'd like some recommendations of that!!! I'd like to see the partner regret, actually REGRET losing their significant other after being such jerks to them. And the other party find happiness with someone who truly deserves them ヾ(☆▽☆)
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