A lot of people like to talk down on his character 'cause they feel like he was never really "punished" for the things he did-- but this dj is one of the few times we get to see things from his POV and it's really heartbreaking.
His guilt and frustration over falling in love with Shunpei was so deep that even in his fantasies, a place where most people take refuge, he couldn't be happy. Instead of imagining something that would make him happy instead it was always something to make him feel bad about his own desires.
I'm really glad that things ended up the way they did. Shunpei is happy and Fumi is happy. And I know a lot of other complaints were about how "unwilling" Fumi was to switch with Shunpei, but after reading the main story tonight he actually offers himself up earlier on and more often than i remembered. Even after Shunpei told him he was fine with staying on bottom Fumi still offered to bottom for him. Most of the time it's a one time "you can do me this one time" and if the offer is rejected it's never brought up again lol
A lot of people like to talk down on his character 'cause they feel like he was never really "punished" for the things he did-- but this dj is one of the few times we get to see things from his POV and it's really heartbreaking.
His guilt and frustration over falling in love with Shunpei was so deep that even in his fantasies, a place where most people take refuge, he couldn't be happy. Instead of imagining something that would make him happy instead it was always something to make him feel bad about his own desires.
I'm really glad that things ended up the way they did. Shunpei is happy and Fumi is happy. And I know a lot of other complaints were about how "unwilling" Fumi was to switch with Shunpei, but after reading the main story tonight he actually offers himself up earlier on and more often than i remembered. Even after Shunpei told him he was fine with staying on bottom Fumi still offered to bottom for him. Most of the time it's a one time "you can do me this one time" and if the offer is rejected it's never brought up again lol