Looking for a BL manga that I have read years ago. The young boy, is short, feminine but a...

Looking for a BL manga that I have read years ago. The young boy, is short, feminine but acts as a delinquent and has a huge crush on his homophobic childhood friend. The childhood friend is rather grumpy and kisses him, but won't acknowledge his own feelings which confuses the ml. He is homophobic bc his dad left his mom after coming out as gay. The author has a few popular BL manga.