whether you hate joowon/taku/haesoo or not, isn't it a fact that - joowon cares about haesoo - haesoo cares about joowon - taku cares about haesoo - haesoo cares about taku (i'll talk more about this later)
disclaimer: this is a long-ass novel because i genuinely love this story and enjoy thinking about it and wasting my time for it, don't even @ me for that.
the problem is that all of them (mainly joowon and haesoo) do not know how to put their shit together and how to make decisions.
just because joowon is literally clinging to haesoo, doesn't mean that this is true love nor does it make haesoo a dick for finally realizing that they destroyed their relationship years ago and its beyond repairable. i keep saying that they're awful for each others mental health and i stick to it, but that does not mean that i don't believe they care for each other. they've been together for so many years. of fucking course its hard to let go of each other, it gets even harder the more time passes. that is straight up reality and how life works.
yes both of them are to blame for fucking it all up, but you cant tell me that haesoo is more to blame. it was joowon who started it all and he's clearly the one who made everything worse. my god, haesoo is literally traumatized if you remember the chapters where haesoo had flashbacks of joowon forcing him onto a blowjob, he started crying, and he feels like the biggest unloveable piece of shit because one of his ex' (or maybe even more) told him so. he's also haunted by joowon saying that he needs him and that he cant live without him. i'm sorry, but whether j cares for h or not, but that shit is manipulative and disgusting as fuck. i'm not supporting this bullshit. (chapter 38 i think) i cant believe people are trying to clean up joowons shit by making it sound as if haesoo is just as bad.
yes i am treating taku like an angel who was sent from heaven. stop blaming me for it because, b r o: what. fucking. wrong. has. taku. ever. done. to. haesoo? who was the one who told haesoo that he likes his stories when nobody else did? who was the one who stopped the sex in order to comfort a crying haesoo? isn't taku the one who keeps proving himself as a nice guy who just wants haesoo to be comfortable? have you s e e n chapter 59, how taku admit that he doesn't know if its okay to ask haesoo what happened between him and joowon, even though he really wants to know? he told him those exact thoughts. taku always asks haesoo for permission, he's never forceful.
i'm sorry, but i could never hate on people who have issues expressing their emotions (taku). it's understandable that, since you cant really give anything about joowon that is a plus on taku, the best tactic is trying to convince others that taku isn't that good either. there is nothing in the story that justifies the charge that taku is nothing what he looks like. even the flimsy things that people scratch hard to amount to someone is still far above the stuff that puts joowon below zero in terms of being reliable.
call me biased or whatever, but i'm just pointing out that joowon hurt, and taku healed. it's not like i *need* taku to be the end game. i can totally see haesoo choosing neither of them.
speaking of haesoo: he mentioned that he feels calm around taku. he gave taku the password to his apartment, (symbolizing that he trusts him). i also very much stick to the chapter where taku put a band aid on haesoo's wound, symbolizing once again, that taku is haesoo's healing. ngl, i agree that taku seemed sketchy at first, but this is just proof that humans like to judge by first impressions. they don't like giving second chances, i honestly feel like taku never even had one chance from some readers to begin with.
whether you hate joowon/taku/haesoo or not, isn't it a fact that
- joowon cares about haesoo
- haesoo cares about joowon
- taku cares about haesoo
- haesoo cares about taku (i'll talk more about this later)
disclaimer: this is a long-ass novel because i genuinely love this story and enjoy thinking about it and wasting my time for it, don't even @ me for that.
the problem is that all of them (mainly joowon and haesoo) do not know how to put their shit together and how to make decisions.
just because joowon is literally clinging to haesoo, doesn't mean that this is true love nor does it make haesoo a dick for finally realizing that they destroyed their relationship years ago and its beyond repairable.
i keep saying that they're awful for each others mental health and i stick to it, but that does not mean that i don't believe they care for each other.
they've been together for so many years. of fucking course its hard to let go of each other, it gets even harder the more time passes. that is straight up reality and how life works.
yes both of them are to blame for fucking it all up, but you cant tell me that haesoo is more to blame. it was joowon who started it all and he's clearly the one who made everything worse.
my god, haesoo is literally traumatized if you remember the chapters where haesoo had flashbacks of joowon forcing him onto a blowjob, he started crying, and he feels like the biggest unloveable piece of shit because one of his ex' (or maybe even more) told him so. he's also haunted by joowon saying that he needs him and that he cant live without him. i'm sorry, but whether j cares for h or not, but that shit is manipulative and disgusting as fuck. i'm not supporting this bullshit. (chapter 38 i think)
i cant believe people are trying to clean up joowons shit by making it sound as if haesoo is just as bad.
yes i am treating taku like an angel who was sent from heaven. stop blaming me for it because, b r o:
what. fucking. wrong. has. taku. ever. done. to. haesoo?
who was the one who told haesoo that he likes his stories when nobody else did? who was the one who stopped the sex in order to comfort a crying haesoo? isn't taku the one who keeps proving himself as a nice guy who just wants haesoo to be comfortable?
have you s e e n chapter 59, how taku admit that he doesn't know if its okay to ask haesoo what happened between him and joowon, even though he really wants to know? he told him those exact thoughts. taku always asks haesoo for permission, he's never forceful.
i'm sorry, but i could never hate on people who have issues expressing their emotions (taku). it's understandable that, since you cant really give anything about joowon that is a plus on taku, the best tactic is trying to convince others that taku isn't that good either.
there is nothing in the story that justifies the charge that taku is nothing what he looks like. even the flimsy things that people scratch hard to amount to someone is still far above the stuff that puts joowon below zero in terms of being reliable.
call me biased or whatever, but i'm just pointing out that joowon hurt, and taku healed.
it's not like i *need* taku to be the end game. i can totally see haesoo choosing neither of them.
speaking of haesoo:
he mentioned that he feels calm around taku. he gave taku the password to his apartment, (symbolizing that he trusts him). i also very much stick to the chapter where taku put a band aid on haesoo's wound, symbolizing once again, that taku is haesoo's healing.
ngl, i agree that taku seemed sketchy at first, but this is just proof that humans like to judge by first impressions. they don't like giving second chances, i honestly feel like taku never even had one chance from some readers to begin with.