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first of all, big respect to everyone. i love how he figured out something was wrong on his own and wasn't afraid to confront the problem at all with his partner. that's good attention and care. even when distanced he still asks and worries about his lover. god, such a good man.

the uke? i respect him for trying his best to fight his inner fears. fears and trauma is a lot to handle, it's hard to know what's gonna happen when all you can recall is how everything is going the same way as it was back then even if there's facts to prove that there's going to be a twist. i'm proud of him for coming to his senses when he found the rings. that feeling hits close to home. that feeling of "NO! i can fucking change how i act and what i do so that i don't end up in a ditch again!" is amazing.

also girl i appreciate u for not questioning him and invading his privacy with questions and leaving politely with a good luck even if you wished it was you who was his lover, you didn't try to take away that happiness of the other person and HIS own personal happiness with being with that person.

someone who can see how happy another person is due to their lover and politely leaving even if that person is someone you want to be with is such a great person. good judgement, good morals, just... good in general.

damn girl, i hope you find someone who will treat you the same, actual fucking respect yo. thank you for being an actual respectable human being, a respectful and strong woman who knows when to give up because taking someone else's lover (who makes him smile that bright) is too far and is cruel as fuck.

again, fucking respect.