Excuse me, sir, but why do you write down my thoughts without my permission?
JK, you have all the permission you need!
LOL, each of your paragraphs is what I feel. Literally. So nice to bond with someone over such interesting story!
Though I must admit one more thing, get it off of my chest. Here seems to be a good place for that. I'm also torn between feeling hopeful, emotional, angry, disappointed, excited, impressed, disgusted and turned on. This is messing with my head. Of course I am aware it's a story and fiction, and the art probably makes me so confused. But man, this is far from being an easy read.
HAHAH HAHAHAA OH, THEY WON'T GET TOGETHER YOU SAY?? nO, If the author later wants them to. They will, and this is the kinda story that's gonna end on some note like that i CAN FEEL IT.
I wish, i wish, it could be happy. Yet those chances, they are like the breeze swaying only a single leaf in an old tree, it is not enough to barely be even noticable
I know... Also dude, we're all over the freaking place. I've been commenting on other people's comments here to cope, and I see you've chosen the same coping mechanism as well! LOL... I'm in a slurry of emotions too, though being confusedly turned on is mostly Seungho's fault, that motherfucker. Welp, see you next week?
HAHA that leaf analogy is soo on point!!
yeah, at the end of the day, it will end the way author decides, and everything is possible. Them ending together being a likely option nonetheless. But the way she writes it so far, it really feels like there's a chance for a different story here, no cliche. We'll see.
I personally like to go with the flow :) I'm one of those who enjoyed GOT for what it was, so I will probably enjoy whichever direction she'll take with the story.
ah, crap, so it's time to stop, isn't it. Close the browser, get on with my life... Maybe drop this for a while and get some balance back?
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Yeah. Of course I'll be here next week, like I'd be able to drop it and have a healthy break anyway lol
See you! :)
Lol I literally tried to leave this manhwa life but I failed straight away haha see ya!
SPOILERS BELOW.................... (also, to people tagging spoilers, please make sure the actual 'spoilers' make it under the (+) 'read more' cut, out of consideration for other readers. Thank you.)
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Okay.... ch26 was a wild one. And it also made me real sad for multiple reasons. First, was because I now know that chapter 20-21 was the first and last chapters we'll ever have of this manhwa where there was a, "technically", mutual yearning between these two. Anything beyond this will just be a very violent and forced relationship. So it's kind of bittersweet that 20-21 were the "best" scenes for this pairing, because it was still rape man :( It was fucking rape. But at that time they looked so in love, damn, that it made me hope for something that this manhwa never claimed to be-- a love story.
Second, Nakyum will NEVER love Seungho, I mean never. You can feel his loathing through the screen. He can still be subjected to blackmailing but love is out of the equation, which is again sad because, in another life, where it could've been more peaceful, they would've looked good together.
Third, the aura and tension of this manhwa does remind me of Killing Stalking. Not the story, they're completely different but my reactions were similar. I remember reading KS and just being heartbroken chapter upon chapter and now, I'm having a similar emotion wash over me that I've resorted to writing this lengthy ass comment just to relieve my chest off of some pain.
Fourth, I'm disgusted by how horrible Seungho is. But at the same time, I love his character. The author made me fall in love with him, only for him to do terrible things so now I'm very torn. Like a child who has gone astray and you can only wish for him to get back on track.
Fifth, is the emotional attachment I have for this. Like... it's a manhwa but it's taking over my thoughts again (just like KS did). Again, not meaning to compare but dang.... I have a feeling this could be another masterpiece.
So yeah, let's go down this rabbit hole together because it's amazing how we're all reading raws at the same time, without notification. Like we're all trash for this and I love it. See you at the finish line comrades. （/TДT)/