Well even though my house life is still chaotic (like my stepfather keeps drinking my mother is over worked shit like that ) I’m smoked for the first time and I was disappointed that shit made me sleepy as hell (maybe it was too weak) I wanted to see colors everything distorted not get sleepy but yeah
I know it hurts the worst when the person that made you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today.
Sometimes we expect too much from others because we would be willing to do that much for them, So Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it. Then One of the most courageous decisions you'll make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul.
Of course, we'll struggle but we also don't fucking quit...Cause good things take time and
YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!
How's your life?
(please speak out all the shit that is haunting you)