And how this and how that man is this a fan fic
Not a fan fic .
Then you just need to move on. And learn to forgive n forget
Meet someone and learn to fall in love.
Yeah its easy said than done but you have nothing to loss here.
There also many manga that have unrequited love with best friends.. and end up bullied... its happens in real life thought.
Please dont blame yourself here. I believe you have redemption points. Find the one who treasure yourself. But first pls treasure yourself first..
Damn it ...... it's really hurt whenever i read stories like this between friend . It remind me of me and my ex-friend . How i was so shameless person at that time . How shameless i confessed my closed friend , who used to kind of like me but was straight . how i got dumped in 3 days after being in relationship , because he felt he couldn't date guys . How he started keeping distance from me even after i said i was fine just being as friend . How i took out my anger and fought with him for avoiding me and totally broke everthing between us . how after 5 years he suddenly contact me and he ended up apologizing me for everthing . How he confessed to me that he too like guys now but cute one and How i was sad for not being cute . How i can still not forget about him . Why everthing works out in manga and not in real life . i feel so pathetic . I should stop reading yaoi manga between friend