any mangas where the seme secretly loves the uke but treats him like shit

Something like this:

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/

Royal servant and blood bank start off with the seme hating the uke and kinda abuse them, but after like half way through each story the seme starts being sweet to the uke and shows their love

“Hidoku Shinaide” literally starts with a rape. But then it gets cute afterwards...

I already read this and I loved it

thank you