any help greatly appreciated

can someone please help me with the name of a yaoi manga that isn't complete but hasn't updated in quite a while.the uke is a closeted gay designer whos father is in politics and hateful towards gays.the uke is in love with the son of the fabric store owners where he shops.he is helping with the costumes for the drama dept of his college.they have a year end orgy so the uke goes swimming in the ocean out of frustration as he thinks his crush is participating in it.the seme has become interested in uke and goes to the ocean where he thinks the uke is trying to kill himself.he 'saves' him and scolds the uke.the uke ends up going swimming again and the seme again finds him.uke hurts his foot and carried on semes back to semes family beach house.uke gets an erection while being carried.its strorming and they take shelter.the seme uses the fact that hes interested in uke and the ukes reaction to rape him and asks if they can date.uke of course rejects him and returns dripping semen and hurt and is carried off by a brute who tries to rape him but fails.and the uke is hospitalized and I think father finds out hes gay but theres a guy who picks him up from hospital and is sympathetic.time passes and he becomes designer to semes famous sister.seme is now stalking uke because he says someone else is stalking uke.i think the brute who tried to rape uke.and that's where its standing (●'◡'●)ﾉ