I see alot of people hating the FL but remember before she was transported she read the book and said she doesn't herself understand why she's crying this much that guy. To the point she's scared is something wrong with her. Even when she's transported to that world she wants to so badly change his fate. She deeply loves the character for some weird reason. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ but in the end she is fated to be with him maybe that's why your emotions run ramped anytime she remembers parts of his back story as a character.
I see alot of people hating the FL but remember before she was transported she read the book and said she doesn't herself understand why she's crying this much that guy. To the point she's scared is something wrong with her. Even when she's transported to that world she wants to so badly change his fate. She deeply loves the character for some weird reason. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ but in the end she is fated to be with him maybe that's why your emotions run ramped anytime she remembers parts of his back story as a character.