Sorry that happened but you saying you were a med student caught my attention so I wanna ask you questions about it cause I just turned 23 this week and I am bouta get an associate's degree and certificate in Medical Assisting after I finish this fall semester and if I like it maybe go back to school to study something else medical idk.
What did you study at school and now that you graduated did you find the job you wanted in that field? I just don't know if the medical field is for me because I am not good at talking to people because I don't have alot of experience and lack confidence, I am trying really hard this semester though, and I was thinking I should volunteer at the hospital maybe so that I can get used to talking to people and be in that environment but I am scared to volunteer by myself which sucks. I just feel so lost.
Now back to your post. Maybe you should message him on social media if you feel bad about what happened, it will make you feel a lot better, maybe just tell him that you're sorry if you hurt him and that you just weren't ready back then and say you hope he's doing well etc etc. Or if you like him now you should ask him out to eat if he is single of course lol!
(Not related to anything here)
When i was a med student.. there was this cute younger guy at my college. we met when i was a 2nd year and he was a first year.. so like we were eating lunch together and geting along fine for around 3-4 years.. and last year.. around one month before my graduation.. we had a party and we got drunk.. as he was dropping me off at the hospital(i had night duties)in the cab i said that his neck was pretty and i wanna bite them.. he was shocked .. then he said wait not here.. after that i slept in the cab when he woke me up we were at the hospital.. he followed me inside and pulled me in the doctors room.. and said bite me.. i tried to bite him but he was so tall i couldnt reach him properly .. he suddenly bent down and kissed me saying (this is the best day, thank you..) and left..after that day we had sex like two times but he kept developing some kind of relationship like saying he misses me.. but i was not ready for it . so i told him lets stop it i cant do it coz he keeps clinging on me.. he was so depressed after that and i gratuated.. i lost him.. he treasured me alot but i lost him..