Ok so I'm gonna share a fantasy that I used to have whenever I day dreamed a lot. I'd drea...

Ok so I'm gonna share a fantasy that I used to have whenever I day dreamed a lot. I'd dream that two hot guys were in love with me. But I couldn't morally justify the heroine in my dreams (usually myself lol) sleeping with both, so I would imagine circumstances that would create a situation where I would end up sleeping with the "second lead" in my fantasy. There were times when it was if I was asleep or drink or drugged but it was imagined in a romantic way where he wasn't physically hurting me but bringing pleasure. The allure was that he wanted me so much even though he knew my heart belonged to someone else.

My point is that it's obviously morally and criminally wrong if it happened in real life, but it was a real day dream/fantasy that I had. I actually forgot about it until now with all the talk being brought up about Seungho raping NK. Yes, it's clear that Seungho's character is repulsive, but that's also what makes his eventual redemption (I hope) more interesting. If he was already perfect and a gentleman, he would never try to sleep with NK and we wouldn't have a story. NK would continue to struggle with his homo feelings on his own and Seungho would remain a noble that doesn't bother to track NK down.

You don't have to approve of character behaviors. But try to appreciate the difference between a real and fictional world. Some of us like to imagine or entertain a fictional fantasy because we would never want to realize it in real life.

Also, this is a big reason why this type of fiction should only be appreciated after you reach a certain age. It's not just the physical act but also the emotional maturity and understanding regarding certain sexual acts and fantasies. If you find yourself outraged often, maybe you should start reading less yaoi or anything sexually explicit...