I feel the exact same way!ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ That's why I dropped it halfway lol.
It's ok if you feel that way, but I kind of like some aspects of the nurse, which you don't like oops. You do understand that he precisely tries to differentiate romance and sex into independent aspects of human interaction, which is very interesting, because it comes with hand with the "slut shaming" problems right now, I believe it's ok for someone to just like sex, even with multiple people if there is no actual "rules" or "commitment" with them. So the nurse is not really playing with his feelings (at least not on purpose), he is being true to himself and trying to convince aoki sensei into not being so "old fashioned" about sex and romance and understanding himself and his masochism along the way. But in the end, the nurse can be quite dislikeable anyways haha, I like the complexity of the characters, but it's ok if you don't like the nurse... but at least try to understand why does he actually does what he does! Thank you for your opinion!
Sorry, idgaf what anyone says but i absolutely hated the Seme. First of all, it was him who forced his feelings on the unsuspecting Uke and even went as far as to rape him. All this for what? His amusement? Cause he found it 'fun'? And don't even come at me with the, "he helped the Uke discover his sexual desires bullshit". No, tying someone, forcing yourself on them and taking their videos/pictures against their consent is not 'helping'.
Bdsm does not work that way. You've got to respect your partner's feelings and consider their will as well. There is a difference between bdsm play and outright rape, this here was the later. Not to mention, the Seme basically played with the Uke's feelings throughout the story. One minute he's all loving and affectionate and the next, he's kissing another dude. Does he have a fucking split personality disorder or something!? Mf was making out and almost had sex with the annoying af blondie while the Uke is out there, suffering because of his emotions for the Seme....which btw was imposed on him by the Seme!
God! I really hate Semes like the one in this story. No let me rephrase that, i hate people like him in general. People that use their past or their trauma as an excuse to behave like a piece of shit. Yes they were hurt or maybe they had a traumatic past.....but so what!? That still does not give them the right to play with people's feelings ir treat others like shit. These people act like they're the only ones with pain in their heart, like the weight of the world is on their shoulder or something. News flash bitch! Everybody has their own past and their own difficulties to overcome. For all you know, there might be someone out there with problems worse than yours! I am so sick of seeing these Semes get the Uke in the end when they clearly don't deserve them!
Uggggghhh...I am sorry about that...lost it for a moment there lol. Whew! I feel so much better now after the rant. Still dislike the Seme though（￣へ￣）