Raped himself? Really? Can we all stop screaming rape at everything... He went to get some kind of comfort through sex, that’s it.
I agree with you about the rest though, the plot is good but the MC are over dramatic as usual (seme making a lie to make the uke realize he loves him / uke who hates to be treated sweetly because it makes him to the same level of other women and run away for sex the moment he realizes his crush found someone).
I'm not one to scream rape at everything, but it's clear he did that to hurt himself and to make the other jaelous. You can see at the beginning that he doesn't like it in the slightest, he's only enjoying it when he thinks of the other guy, and after he wakes up he's just depressed.
Also, important to note, but the author chose to make the scene seem like a rape even tho it was consensual. It was next to a tree in a park, a lot of people using him, he does not really enjoy it, and he ended up collapsing on the floor left alone with semen between his legs. A one night stand like you suggest would have been in a hotel room with people who at least give a fuck whether or not the other collapses.
Also, why blond guy would have reacted in such a way if it was just a one night stand? They're used to do that so there wouldn't be any problem, the problem here is that he did it to hurt himself. So yeah, pretty much like rape
I believe the uke did it to clear his head/get comfort. Uke was depressed from thinking he would never be able to be with the seme again and so he did that to feel better. Saying he did that to hurt himself seems quite wrong but thats just our interpretations that are different.
But wether you are right or i am right, saying is raped himself is just not the right way to say it. It just shows the overuse of the word rape.
what part of that scene gave you the impression of comfort? it was obvious he completely hated it, and was beating himself up afterwards. He hurt himself to try to forget the seme and it didnt work.
but i agree, rape is the wrong word. He chose for that to happen.
I kinda like them and hate them at the same time. Are they dense or what? Are they not able to just tell their feelings for each other?
Because of the seme this guy basically raped himself, and for whatever reason, the seme just fucking leaves him alone. Even tho he doesn't mean anything bad, what an asshole