Maybe "Kakkou no Yume" ?
Tonari no usotsuki
honestly, im leaving this comment here cause im interested too XD
This is the one you're looking for
Yes, YES!! That is the one! Thank you so much for finding it! Hurray!!
I feel like reading that one again now, thanks!
It certainly is (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Hehe you're welcome ^^
I got this scene in my head and I can't remember it for the life of me. Uke has been in bad relationships before, where he was treated more like a fuckbuddy (if not even a fucktoy) rather than a lover. So the scene that's at the end of the story goes like this:
Uke and seme have sex on a bed, seme is super caring asking if uke's okay, stroking his head(?) and kissing. After they are done seme gets up and leaves the bed. Uke asks "Are you leaving already?" or smth, traumatized by the past experiences thinking that seme is treating him like all the "lovers" before. Instead seme says gently "What? No. I'm just getting some tissues" or smth and prepares to clean uke with said tissues after their messy fun, still asking if he's okay/ how lovely he is/ and such pillow talk. Then uke breaks down in tears because no one has ever treated him so preciously, and he cries from happiness. Seme of course panics and tries to comfort him etc.
It's such a loving scene and they both are such precious cinnamon rolls. Uke probably had light hair color.